Manifesting a Lawsuit – Not What I EVER Wanted to do | Librarian's Guide to the Multiverse!

In April 2023 I was so excited. I had decided to get out of Nevada and move to the woods in Tennessee. I got a phone call from a sales representative working at Armstrong Steel and like hundreds of others fell for the lies and the high pressured sales tactics. You can read about that on my Substack page “Armstrong Steel Sued Me” if you want to feel your blood pressure burst veins in your head.

Instead of living in the woods and working out in a Fitmax pool and going to healers and enjoying life, I’m stuck in Nevada responding to one of Armstrong Steel’s corporate attorneys and trying to figure out what the District Court in Arapahoe County, Colorado wants me to do to convince the judge in my Case #2025CV161 to grant me a day in court to let me argue why the award procured by fraud should be vacated. Trying to represent myself without an attorney (because instead of manifesting abundance i.e. money), I manifested a lot of stomach acid and sleepless nights.

OR did I? Well, stomach acid for sure.

There are a lot of astrologers on TikTok and YouTube and Facebook. I am a fan of Yasmin Boland, but I stumbled upon a fast and I mean FAST talking one-eyed astrologer/numerologist on TikTok called The Blind Zac.

TikTok sucks in many ways, but I do urge you to get a piece of paper or open the link on a computer and take notes. Zac warns his followers to get prepared for June 9, 2025. He starts by asking if your life has been #%*& since November 2024. I’d back up to when Armstrong Steel sued me in August, but in November the arbitration was causing immense stress so I guess this fits. Zac then asks about your love life and then asks “Can’t get your money right no matter how hard you try?”

Starting on June 9, 2025, for the first time in 12 years Jupiter is moving into Cancer. Twelve years ago (between June 26, 2013 and July 16, 2014) Jupiter was in the sign of Cancer. That actually, for me, was no different as far as stress goes. My precious 4.5 pound Pomeranian was murdered the Sunday after Thanksgiving that year and I wanted to move as far away from here as possible. At the same time, my late husband wanted to quit his fabulous job and move to New Jersey to take a job that paid a lot less just because he hated working in Elko. He had handed in his letter of resignation and when the move fell through he had to get another job in a hurry. The hospital hired him and for a brief while we were financially well off. I was stuck here, however.

Jupiter is exalted in Cancer “meaning it thrives in this sign and expresses its energies with ease and abundance. Cancer, ruled by the Moon, is associated with emotional security, family, home, and intuition. Together, Jupiter in Cancer symbolizes growth through nurturing, compassion, and emotional bonds. This placement encourages you to embrace comfort, care, and the wisdom found in your feelings”.

And this is from my chart. The second house is where you value cash, property, possessions and self-esteem, material wealth, and whatever else you value.

I guess this all makes sense since I’ll be fighting for my property and possessions in court against a company that’s been sued repeatedly for consumer fraud with a history of cheating customers out of “non-refundable” deposits.

Jupiter is also going to be forming two sextiles. One with Venus and Taurus and the other with Mars and Leo. Zac says that the way to take advantage of these sextiles is to “step into your authenticity”. I link to Meg Lyons, PCC‘s blog post below on just how to do that.

Mars represents forward momentum and passion. Leo represents who you TRULY are “when all illusions are stripped away”. At the same time there is a Neptune and Saturn conjunction in Aries which is happening for the first time since the year 1703. From looking at the events on Wikipedia for at that year, I’m not sure that’s a good thing.

“Saturn is the planet that represents karma and it governs the physical world and the hardest challenges you have to face and the hardest lessons you have to learn”.

Saturn – SHANI DEV in the Hindu pantheon is a fascinating planet. Saturn was at 3°47 retrograde in Scorpio in my Sixth House when I was born. In the Hay House Astrology Course chart (I took Yasmin’s class several years back when I still could afford to do so), Yasmin writes “Saturn represents your sense of responsibility and limitation, how you react to setbacks, where you are most fearful and feel insecure, indicating where you will learn the most important lesson of your life, which is indicative of your greatest strength“.

The sixth house, by the way, is the House of daily work, health and routines, being of service to others, alternative health, job situation. Well THAT sucks because I’m trying to fight Armstrong Steel to get my deposit back and to vacate the arbitration award procured by fraud, but also to get the deposits back for all the other victims which forces me to feel responsible for all those who were too afraid to fight because corporate attorneys are ruthless and unethical and relentless and heartless. They will milk customer’s bank accounts dry on behalf of their employers by forcing them to pay for attorneys Read all the books and articles by Gerry Spence and you’ll see what I mean.

Zac then points out Neptune is the planet of the inner world, the inner most subconscious deepest dreams and hidden desires. Well that helps explains my friend who has Pisces as an ascendant and why it’s impossible to read him. With Saturn and Neptune conjunct in Aries, the sign that represents the FIRE of CREATION, it is the portal through which we bring things from the inner world to the outer world. This Saturn and Neptune Conjunct in Aries is forming a sextile with PLUTO RETROGRADE in Aquarius!

PLUTO – Yikes “Pluto represents trust and abuse of trust, control, obsessions, and power struggles. Pluto is the force of intense transformation indicative of the most secretive side of your nature”. Zac says that Pluto is the planet that represents wealth, transformation, death, and rebirth cycles”. It’s going to be retrograde in Aquarius the sign which represents the people.

Pluto was at 22°41′ of Leo in my 3rd house on the day I was born. I was married to a psychotic, violently abusive physician until he committed suicide on November 8, 2021. I was burglarized by a man I rescued (see previous posts) who stole all my gold coins, my grandparents gold rings, a solid gold bracelet, my rare coin collection, and a rare Tibetan kapala skull plus all my late husband’s human skulls he bought while in med school. He stole so much, I almost lost my mind.

The third house is for communications, siblings and neighbours, trips, transport, your mind.

Since there are 10 planets (counting Pluto and the sun and moon), some signs also share the same ruling planet.

Aries: ruled by Mars
Taurus: ruled by Venus
Gemini: ruled by Mercury
Cancer: ruled by the moon
Leo: ruled by the sun
Virgo: ruled by Mercury
Libra: ruled by Venus
Scorpio: traditionally ruled by Mars, but ruled by Pluto in modern astrology
Sagittarius: ruled by Jupiter
Capricorn: ruled by Saturn
Aquarius: traditionally ruled by Saturn, but ruled by Uranus in modern astrology
Pisces: traditionally ruled by Jupiter, but ruled by Neptune in modern astrology

When I was born, Aquarius was in mid-heaven and not in a house. “Those with their Midheaven in Aquarius are inspirers who, when young, found their inspiration in great revolutionary minds, inventors, and philanthropists. Regardless of the rest of your birth chart, if you have an Aquarius Midheaven, you’ll gain status as a social, friendly, intelligent, artistic, but quirky individualist who’s full of out-of-the-box ideas and imaginative solutions“. I always thought of my self as eclectic, but quirky fits – bat poop crazy is also apropos.

Zac then ratchets up his message. In order to take advantage of all the universe has to offer you have to let go of people and things that do not have your back even if they have the best intentions for you. This gobsmacked me because it makes one or at least me rather paranoid.

Add to all of this we’re in the YEAR OF THE WOOD SNAKE and am a Wood Horse. 2025 is also a 9 year. “2025 marks the end of a major chapter. In Numerology, 2025 is considered a 9 Universal Year (2+0+2+5=9), and 9 represents completion and the conclusion of a cycle before beginning again with a fresh 1, as we will in 2026 (2+0+2+6=10, and 1+0=1).

A 9 Universal Year also marks the halfway point in what’s called a Push Cycle. Made up of years 8, 9, 1, a Push Cycle is marked by a crescendo of power and experience in the 8 Universal Year, followed by the acclimation and completion achieved in the 9, before beginning something new in the 1″. 2016 was the year the Notorious Doc moved from Spring Creek to Las Vegas and only came home a few times, the last to bring up two barely weaned pit bull litter mates on September 22, 2018. He left for Vegas the next day and I NEVER, THANK ALL OF THE GODS, saw him ever again! We stayed married, but thankfully, he never made good on his vow to drive up and kill me to get the equity out of my house.

Shed the old ways, shed the old timeline, and step into a new version of ourselves. I had hoped to be living in Crossville, Tennessee with a FitMax pool by now I would have shed 50 pounds or more. I guess I’ll just have the KMART inflatable pool erected in the backyard and try to shed 10 pounds this summer. I MOST DEFINITELY want to shed the old timeline of living in fear all the time. And I want to my books published and my YouTube and TikTok and Instagram accounts monetized as I produce content everyday for a global audience.

If we shed our skins and be authentic, still not sure I buy into that concept, sounds too much like some sort of Human Resources (HR) gimmick, then Venus in Taurus will be activated. I don’t have planets in Taurus in my chart. Taurus is, however, in my 12th house and it’s empty – no planets. Venus is in my second house in Cancer.

Zac then goes on to instruct everyone to pull up their natal/birth charts. Which house do you have Cancer in? Mine as you see above is in my second house. “This is someone capable to work from home, or someone who goes with the flow and relies on destiny to bring them their wealth. In general, this might not be such a strong position if the Moon isn’t very strong, but gives the ability to find incredible joy in food, cooking, and family gatherings”.

I live to eat I do not eat to live!

Which house do you have Leo in? Mine is in the third house with the planet Pluto as mentioned above. Which house do you have Taurus in (mine is in the 12th), Aries in (11th), and Aquarius in (9th)?

Cancer being in my 2nd house is going to see a major upheaval in my home life or cooking. Since I spend most of my time on the computer, I hope this means I will get published soon and my international following will skyrocket.

Taurus being in my empty 12th house (which is the house of secrets and fantasies) is through which a lot of financial abundance is going to come and assuming I will ever have a “love life” is going to take a huge leap forward. I need to be really careful what I visualize and not let my subconscious run amok that’s for sure.

Leo being in my 3rd house of Language, Communication, Technology, Transport, Early Education, Data Processing, and Perception. Considering the fact that I’m Wooga’s June’s Journey Destination Berlin contest winner, and I’m going to be doing a series of videos and a website about fan fiction, I guess this is spot on. Leo is the sign, Zac says is where I need to “step into my authenticity”.

Aries is in my 11th house of Community, Friendships, Wishes, Charity. and Earned Wealth. This is the house where Saturn will be and where I will have to make a lot of hard decisions. On the plus side it will be the house I’ll do most of manifesting through. FRIENDSHIP and wishes and definitely charity towards others is how I have manifested my whole life.

Aquarius is in my 9th house of Ideology and Worldview, Higher Learning, Travel, 2nd Life Partner (I can’t make this up, and I’m NOT going to talk about that part of my life.), Spirituality and Religion, and

Law

Good Grief! This is when Zac asks who are you sharing your abundance with? Now I feel sick.

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