As those who follow me on Facebook, TikTok, and on my Substack blog know, Armstrong Steel Sued Me for defamation in what’s called a Strategic Lawsuit Against Public Participation (SLAPP) lawsuit on June 2. The year before they sued me for breach of contract and forced me into arbitration.
Benebel Wen is, in my opinion, the most advanced occultist on the planet. Yes, there are gurus who I have not met, although I have met world-renowned ones, etc. There are psychics and mediums and great teachers. But, Benebel has a gift that almost none of the “greats” have and that is the ability to write about subjects that are impossible to digest. When she sent out an email saying she wasn’t going to offer her day planner for 2026, my heart sank. I bought the custom planner in 2023 and then life hit the fan, spun out of control, and I never got to immerse myself in it.
So, when she wrote that her followers all clamored for her and begged her to offer it, she did. I immediately took advantage of the offer. Then Armstrong Steel’s lawsuit started taking up every waking hour and waking me up in the middle of the night. James, Benebel’s husband, and a really great guy, sent me the planner and covers in an email in October and I didn’t see it. I wrote the other day, and today he resent everything plus a link to Drop Box.
At the same time, Joey Yap whose free course I took this summer, emailed a link to his video about the Fire Horse. I’m a Green Wood Horse. Joey started talking about the Baron.
“The Crusade helps with higher calling to lead not just for profit but for principle. Crusade transforms ambition into advocacy. When your leadership serves other people, the universe fights beside you”. I put in my court filings that I had invoked the Goddess Ma’at which I can only imagine flew past them just like her feather.
OMG that’s EXACTLY what Benebel Wen’s Spirit Keeper Tarot readings keep telling me when I do a reading for myself and I ask which “sentient being” wishes to tell me something and if possible tell me something to lessen my anxiety about being forced to represent myself “pro se” because I can’t afford an attorney – and please don’t comment about Legal Aid. I cover all that in my Substack blog.
What I have been fighting for is for ALL of the victims of Armstrong Steel to be heard in court and for them to get their deposits back and for Armstrong Steel to be investigated and prosecuted for consumer fraud. So that fits. What’s even “scarier” is that my DAY PILLAR is the Metal Rooster!
According to ziweibazifengshui “Officer Charm (官符)–Guan Fu star points to some legal complications. One needs to be extra sharp when signing documents and contracts to avoid being caught up in an in-escapable disadvantageous deal. The Barrier (的煞)–De Sha indicates that the subject faces court cases or lawsuits, being robbed (The $400 Paint Sprayer, my spare truck key fob, and my Jeep’s catalytic converters, plus tools – walked off) or plundered. It is also indicative of harming or countering relatives or suffering from muscle problems (I get leg cramps). The Flying Charm star (飞符) – Fei Fu connotes being restrained, restricted or held hostage by thugs or brigands (When the ancient Chinese wrote this, they didn’t have a word for corporate fraudsters). The individual would have problems with documentation (do you know how many law journal articles I’ve downloaded or how many mistakes I made uploading “motions” to the court) and personal effects or would be careless in handling them. He is also likely to face fines, penalties and forfeiture, taxes and duties. Also means
unexpected lawsuits, arguments and gossips.
Well, that pegs the Green Wood Snake alright!
What really sucks is I have a HUGE diverse occult library (not that it’s worth that much – no first editions or anything like that – books depreciate worse than cars), and I had to box it all up when I put the house on the market. That cut me off from a major resource. Benebel’s I Ching masterpiece is still in a box.
And I haven’t had the peace of mind to do the meditations, visualizations, or shamanic work I was doing before Armstrong Steel sued me! It was bad enough that Brian Thomas Mott who I am finally naming because he fled Elko, Nevada for Seattle, stole all my gold coins, my coin collection – Silver has soared recently, my gold jewelry and my late husband’s Tibetan kapala skull and his anatomical skulls he bought when he was doing his neurosurgery residency.
I was still trying to get my mind pieced together after it shattered when I unlocked the late Harry Leo Duran’s phone and discovered our entire life’s savings was gone, he owed over $150,000 in credit card debt, hadn’t paid the mortgages, our Verizon bill, nor the rent on his apartment! Plus, I found all the porn he stared in.
Wood feeds Fire. I have NO water element in my BaZi Chart. I’m a Gemini with a Gemini rising sign/ascendant and Mercury is in Gemini.
The judge gave Armstrong Steel’s attorney a chance to reply to my Motion for Reconsideration with a deadline of this coming Friday, January 2. When and IF he files, I have 7 days to respond.
I have already prepared a 10-page, Times Roman 12 font (court mandated font) double spaced legal brief assuming anything I am able to write without EVER stepping foot inside a law school or being on jury duty or sitting in a court room for a trial qualifies as such. (I did attend an arraignment for two friends in March and a sentencing hearing on July 16 which was a trip and a half. – I never expected to pick someone up from Jail once they got released!)
The part about gossip could fill more pages than most books. Those who heard the gossip (meaning they read it on Facebook or at the casinos, or on the “street” or read the twisted pathological lies spewed by Mott only need double check with those who were there. If you screwed someone over, don’t go blaming the victim.
I’ve had a bridle on, a bit in my mouth, and I’ve been kept in a corral for almost my whole life. In 2026, I plan on bucking off anyone or anything that tries to prevent me from jumping the fence and burning the truth out of everyone.
A horse’s electromagnetic field is FIVE times that of a human‘s. Mine can be sensed at a distance.
An article in the International Journal of Clinical and Health Psychology (Rothe, Vega, Torres, Soler, & Pazos, 2005) offers some clues. Horses have been used in Animal Assisted Therapy (AAT) since the early 1970s. In equine-facilitated psychotherapy, interacting with horses helps clients explore their feelings. Keenly aware of emotional energies, horses sense what we’re feeling, sometimes better than we do. With a few well-chosen words and a forced smile, we may be able to hide our real feelings from another person. We may even hide our own deeper feelings from ourselves. But we cannot fool a horse. Horses can sense emotions that lurk beneath the surface of our awareness and mirror them back to us, showing us what we have been avoiding. And like Rogerian therapists, horses are honest and present, responding openly without pretense. You know where you stand with a horse.
If I can find it again, I watched a video this past week that said that recently, people are suddenly “finding” horses and taking up riding, I’ll update this post. I thought it was on YouTube, I’ve searched Facebook reels, and TikTok, and I’m not finding it. I thought I shared it. Not finding it. Until I do, watch these:
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