Last week I posted that I had seen a video about horses. I promised to post it if I ever came across it again. Just saw a similar video pop up on TikTok just now.I live across the street from a ranch where they train horses in barrel racing. There are horse ranches all over Elko County and on either side of Corral Lane – one of two ways to get out of my neighborhood to get to the main road.Unfortunately, I cannot find this quote in Edgar Cayce’s writings. I would have to join A.R.E. and I don’t have the money to do that right now.
Edgar Cayce predicted humanity would one day return to the horse — not for work, but for healing. 2026 is the Year of the Horse, and this isn’t symbolic. Horses regulate the human nervous system through heart coherence and presence. When we stand with them, the body remembers safety. This is why equine therapy works. Why being near horses calms anxiety, releases stored stress, and settles the system without effort. Healing doesn’t come from force. It comes from regulation. This is the foundation of the Year of the Horse: Coherence Reset I’m offering for the New Year. #frequencyhealing#energymedicine#yearofthehorse#nervoussystemhealing#heartcoherence
“Edgar Cayce predicted humanity would one day return to the horse — not for work, but for healing.
2026 is the Year of the Horse, and this isn’t symbolic. Horses regulate the human nervous system through heart coherence and presence. When we stand with them, the body remembers safety.
This is why equine therapy works. Why being near horses calms anxiety, releases stored stress, and settles the system without effort.
Healing doesn’t come from force. It comes from regulation.
This is the foundation of the Year of the Horse: Coherence Reset I’m offering for the New Year.”
In Edgar Cayce’s predictions he said that “ horses carry the memory of freedom, that they were never completely tamed in spirit , even when tamed in body “ . He predicted that there would come a time when horses would bring great healing to humanity , as they were once doing when walking beside us . This time is here ! #horse#horsetherapy#energyhealing#horsesontiktok
If you have the funds to join and can find this prophecy, PLEASE comment below! Thanks.
Years ago I wrote a book review when I was the Director of the Learning Resource Center to inspire the staff to read and write book reviews to promote reading. Joe Camp emailed back thanking me. Joe Camp was was Benji’s dad – Remember Benji?
As those who follow me on Facebook, TikTok, and on my Substack blog know, Armstrong Steel Sued Me for defamation in what’s called a Strategic Lawsuit Against Public Participation (SLAPP) lawsuit on June 2. The year before they sued me for breach of contract and forced me into arbitration.
Benebel Wen is, in my opinion, the most advanced occultist on the planet. Yes, there are gurus who I have not met, although I have met world-renowned ones, etc. There are psychics and mediums and great teachers. But, Benebel has a gift that almost none of the “greats” have and that is the ability to write about subjects that are impossible to digest. When she sent out an email saying she wasn’t going to offer her day planner for 2026, my heart sank. I bought the custom planner in 2023 and then life hit the fan, spun out of control, and I never got to immerse myself in it.
So, when she wrote that her followers all clamored for her and begged her to offer it, she did. I immediately took advantage of the offer. Then Armstrong Steel’s lawsuit started taking up every waking hour and waking me up in the middle of the night. James, Benebel’s husband, and a really great guy, sent me the planner and covers in an email in October and I didn’t see it. I wrote the other day, and today he resent everything plus a link to Drop Box.
At the same time, Joey Yap whose free course I took this summer, emailed a link to his video about the Fire Horse. I’m a Green Wood Horse. Joey started talking about the Baron.
“The Crusade helps with higher calling to lead not just for profit but for principle. Crusade transforms ambition into advocacy. When your leadership serves other people, the universe fights beside you”.I put in my court filings that I had invoked the Goddess Ma’at which I can only imagine flew past them just like her feather.
OMG that’s EXACTLY what Benebel Wen’s Spirit Keeper Tarot readings keep telling me when I do a reading for myself and I ask which “sentient being” wishes to tell me something and if possible tell me something to lessen my anxiety about being forced to represent myself “pro se” because I can’t afford an attorney – and please don’t comment about Legal Aid. I cover all that in my Substack blog.
What I have been fighting for is for ALL of the victims of Armstrong Steel to be heard in court and for them to get their deposits back and for Armstrong Steel to be investigated and prosecuted for consumer fraud. So that fits. What’s even “scarier” is that my DAY PILLAR is the Metal Rooster!
According to ziweibazifengshui “Officer Charm (官符)–Guan Fu star points to some legal complications. One needs to be extra sharp when signing documents and contracts to avoid being caught up in an in-escapable disadvantageous deal. The Barrier (的煞)–De Sha indicates that the subject faces court cases or lawsuits, being robbed (The $400 Paint Sprayer, my spare truck key fob, and my Jeep’s catalytic converters, plus tools – walked off) or plundered. It is also indicative of harming or countering relatives or suffering from muscle problems (I get leg cramps). The Flying Charm star (飞符) – Fei Fu connotes being restrained, restricted or held hostage by thugs or brigands (When the ancient Chinese wrote this, they didn’t have a word for corporate fraudsters). The individual would have problems with documentation (do you know how many law journal articles I’ve downloaded or how many mistakes I made uploading “motions” to the court) and personal effects or would be careless in handling them. He is also likely to face fines, penalties and forfeiture, taxes and duties. Also means
What really sucks is I have a HUGE diverse occult library (not that it’s worth that much – no first editions or anything like that – books depreciate worse than cars), and I had to box it all up when I put the house on the market. That cut me off from a major resource. Benebel’s I Ching masterpiece is still in a box.
And I haven’t had the peace of mind to do the meditations, visualizations, or shamanic work I was doing before Armstrong Steel sued me! It was bad enough that Brian Thomas Mott who I am finally naming because he fled Elko, Nevada for Seattle, stole all my gold coins, my coin collection – Silver has soared recently, my gold jewelry and my late husband’s Tibetan kapala skull and his anatomical skulls he bought when he was doing his neurosurgeryresidency.
I was still trying to get my mind pieced together after it shattered when I unlocked the late Harry Leo Duran’s phone and discovered our entire life’s savings was gone, he owed over $150,000 in credit card debt, hadn’t paid the mortgages, our Verizon bill, nor the rent on his apartment! Plus, I found all the porn he stared in.
Wood feeds Fire. I have NO water element in my BaZi Chart. I’m a Gemini with a Gemini rising sign/ascendant and Mercury is in Gemini.
The judge gave Armstrong Steel’s attorney a chance to reply to my Motion for Reconsideration with a deadline of this coming Friday, January 2. When and IF he files, I have 7 days to respond.
I have already prepared a 10-page, Times Roman 12 font (court mandated font) double spaced legal brief assuming anything I am able to write without EVER stepping foot inside a law school or being on jury duty or sitting in a court room for a trial qualifies as such. (I did attend an arraignment for two friends in March and a sentencing hearing on July 16 which was a trip and a half. – I never expected to pick someone up from Jail once they got released!)
The part about gossip could fill more pages than most books. Those who heard the gossip (meaning they read it on Facebook or at the casinos, or on the “street” or read the twisted pathological lies spewed by Mott only need double check with those who were there.If you screwed someone over, don’t go blaming the victim.
I’ve had a bridle on, a bit in my mouth, and I’ve been kept in a corral for almost my whole life. In 2026, I plan on bucking off anyone or anything that tries to prevent me from jumping the fence and burning the truth out of everyone.
An article in the International Journal of Clinical and Health Psychology (Rothe, Vega, Torres, Soler, & Pazos, 2005) offers some clues. Horses have been used in Animal Assisted Therapy (AAT) since the early 1970s. In equine-facilitated psychotherapy, interacting with horses helps clients explore their feelings. Keenly aware of emotional energies, horses sense what we’re feeling, sometimes better than we do. With a few well-chosen words and a forced smile, we may be able to hide our real feelings from another person. We may even hide our own deeper feelings from ourselves. But we cannot fool a horse. Horses can sense emotions that lurk beneath the surface of our awareness and mirror them back to us, showing us what we have been avoiding. And like Rogerian therapists, horses are honest and present, responding openly without pretense. You know where you stand with a horse.
If I can find it again, I watched a video this past week that said that recently, people are suddenly “finding” horses and taking up riding, I’ll update this post. I thought it was on YouTube, I’ve searched Facebook reels, and TikTok, and I’m not finding it. I thought I shared it. Not finding it. Until I do, watch these:
I’ve been searching for the name of this waltz for months!
Did you ever get an ear worm? I get them a lot. I KNEW this piece. I’ve played recordings of this piece. I’ve watched movies with this music in the background and YET I couldn’t remember the name of it until I tried searching for the soundtrack for the series in Spotify! AH HA. This is one of my FAVORITE scenes from The Law According to Lidia Poët. The acting is by far sheer perfection. Costumes, postures, dancing, facial expressions, dialogue! And the choice of music for this particular waltz couldn’t have been better.
I took a break from watching the series because the murders are way too gruesome. Last night I resumed because I need to imprint on how lawyers act and think and how a detective pieces together clues. If I have to continue representing myself without an attorney, I need to be inspired. Netflix should be airing Season 3 in 2026. I want to manifest an attorney by then who can both win the anti-SLAPP and win a malicious prosecution lawsuit. The REAL Lidia Poët was an incredible woman. The fictional one is so well portrayed, I can feel as if I’m in the scenes themselves. Especially this one!
This is MY STORY that I never thought I’d write, because I didn’t think it was all that inspirational. It flew off the keyboard! Thanks Sharla Jacobs! I never expected this to happen because I had given up long long ago of ever finding a man (or anyone for that matter) who could challenge me to never say the word “cant”!
We all are taught to TRY but we are not taught to “not think” that trying is what it takes or that trying or making an effort will result in the outcome you want.
I spent most of my life feeling handicapped by my height (I’m 5’1”) or astigmatism, or fear of heights, etc. As I got older, I developed the dreaded bunions that plagued my mom’s side of the family, along with osteoarthritis which deformed my mom’s hands, my grandmother’s, and the rest of the women on that side of the family.
A lumbar 5 operation for a blown disc that would have paralyzed me in three weeks had I not had emergency surgery, amplified the word “CAN’T”. I can’t get up the stairs, I can’t bend down and get back up off the floor, I can’t reach the top shelf, hell, I can barely reach the middle shelf. I can’t get up on the step ladder, I can’t get up in the truck, and eventually, I can’t leave the house in bad weather.
All that changed when the woman who was working for me in May 2023 asked if she could bring her friend to paint the front and back decks because he really needed the money. Sure, why not. I CAN’T do it and I needed someone to work for $15.00 because I was on a tight budget.
And that’s how I met a former championship bull rider, former professional baseball pitcher, finishing carpenter, and a life coach hard ass, tobacco chewing, foul-mouth, relentless trainer who mercilessly mocks me if the word “can’t” comes out of my mouth. A drop dead gorgeous man who had been injured so many times and yet because his rodeo star father never let him complain about pain, forced him to heal himself. A man who ranted on at me that I needed to start taking Moringa or Ashwagandha and to get off the computer and force myself to start walking. A man who bombed my phone or TikTok with videos about how to fight for yourself in the court system. Who forbade me to eat anything that had a word on a label I couldn’t pronounce or define. Who forced me to quit eating processed meats, cookies, and GOD FORBID, frozen food. A man who baked us cakes at midnight because store bought have preservatives and made ice cream until the machine broke.
Considering I was married to a gay man up until November 8, 2021 when he committed suicide and had to take care of his partner who had heart disease who I found dead face down on the floor on September 11, 2018, finding an alpha male so late in life has been an eye opener. I didn’t think toxic masculinity could be so refreshing. I also didn’t realize how often I let “CAN’T” ruin my life.
Tom said when I got sued by Armstrong Steel “YOU DO NOT NEED A LAWYER”! You do not have the money to hire one and being a genius, you can learn the law so get your ass upstairs, file a counterclaim, and get to work. Do NOT come into the garage (Workshop) and cry to me! Use your brain WOMAN, andfight and never give up no matter what.
Everyone needs a relentless personal coach. Not someone who validates your feelings. You could do shadow work and self-reflection, but what you REALLY need is someone who minces no words and tells you EXACTLY what your soul needs to hear, NOT, definitely NOT what you want to hear!
So, today, I found the box of disposal Swiffer Refill Pads, loaded the mop spray, and dusted the living room and hall. My feet felt like the bones were being crushed and my ankles felt like I had broken both of them. I took a break (pun intended). Tried again. Unloaded the dishwasher. Got that stabbing pain in my flank which is probably from the herniated discs in my back or another kidney stone – could be both. Sat down again. Walked around a bit. Watched Sharla Jacobs in one of the Thrive Academy videos, then tried to resume dusting.
I’d like to utter the words and go lie down on a heating pad, but Tom said there’s no mercy in the bull ring or on the rodeo circuit. You cannot lie there in the dirt and expect to live for very long. You have to pick yourself up no matter what’s broken. Your body can heal itself because it HAS to.
The dishwasher is unloaded. I got the steam cleaner out to sanitize everything in the kitchen. I got one section done, 8 more to go. It’s a large kitchen. It’s not storming. I emptied the vacuum outside. I got three bags of kitty litter up the handicap ramp and into the house.
Once the stabbing in my flank eases up, I’ll resume housework.
The incentive to keep trying to do stuff that last week I wanted to say “I CAN’T” is Tom’s prediction that if I do NOT keep moving and try to do basic tasks that used to be easy five years ago, is that I WILL end up in a wheelchair feeling sorry for myself and I WILL end up being that old lady that talks about nothing but her aches and pains. I’ve met way too many of those old women taking care of my relatives as they got sick and ended up in nursing homes.
When It comes to speaking up for yourself, what is your biggest fear? Mine used to be that my late husband would haul off and start hitting me. The Late Harry Leo Duran, MD, PH.D., MPH never really tried to stifle a rage attack. They’d come on, so he claimed, by INTRUSIVE thoughts. I can’t say if I believe that. He’d be in his room (We NEVER shared one or I’d be dead by now) and out of the blue come charging into whatever space (outside even) that I was in and start punching, kicking, screaming, ranting, etc.
BUT he’s dead. And now I can stand up for myself and speak out and not let anyone ever bully me again.
BUT WHY did you let him do that, you ask?
Because he had vowed to track me down and kill our dogs, cats, my late aunt, our friend Mart, burn the house down, and torture me to death.
BUT why didn’t you get a restraining order, run away?
There’s an author friend I made back in 2002 who fled Washington, D.C. for California. Her husband murdered several people in her old neighborhood searching for her.
THE survivors and relatives BLAMED HER for fleeing.
YOU should have just let him KILL you they said.
Yeah, restraining orders don’t work and when someone goes on a rampage, you can’t stop it.Ask Mildred Muhammad, there’s an entire documentary about what happened when she ran.
Watch the last video about my two time international best selling author who is just happens to be my editor and someone who I call friend! Then ask me more questions so before the book comes, out I can make sure readers aren’t left hanging.
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