The week BEFORE I got sued by Armstrong Steel and forced into arbitration, my friend, Amandeep Singh, initiated me into Bhakti Devotion with Lord Vishnu because I had just had a dream about seeing Lord Narashimha (Narasingh) Lord Vishnu’s fourth avatar who represents divine protection and the triumph of good over evil in a temple complex in a lucid dream. He felt I needed to learn a puja ASAP. I performed it and then got sued. I felt rather crushed.
I fought and lost. I then fought on and got sued for defamation.
This morning I got an email from the famous award winning Harvard Law Professor Rebecca Tushnet whose blog post is the one I shared. Prof. Tushnet confirmed that Armstrong Steel never sent her any correspondence meaning they never tried to sue HER so why sue ME?
But what blew my mind was she instructed me to contact her colleague. Her COLLEAGUE is a founder and the managing partner of Lex Lumina. Okay that’s a cool name, right?
BUT WAIT FOR IT! Rhett Millsaps serves as Co-Chair of the Pro Bono Legal Committee of Isha Foundation, a global organization dedicated to raising human consciousness that is guided by Sadhguru and operated by more than 16 million volunteers worldwide.
SADHGURU. THE SADHGURU whose ISHA Institute of Inner-Science is a two hour drive from Crossville, Tennessee where I had the land I bought and then had to sell thanks to ARMSTRONG STEEL so I could pay the fellow who did all the work on my house so I could sell it only for me to have to take it off the market!The Center where I had planned on going to EVERY WEEK?Sadhguru who I have wanted to meet for over 12 years if not longer?
Now if you are stuck on the idea that Shiva is distinct from Vishnu, that’s okay. They are. BUT they are the tridev.
TRI (three) DEV (god).
Lord Hanuman who I adore and who I have blogged about is an avatar of Lord Shiva.
Lord Hanuman is Lord Rama’s most devoted devotee. Lord Rama is an avatar of Lord Vishnu.
You COULD do all the mantras and pujas and pilgrimages to the various temples. You could do all the austerities. OR
YOU COULD open your heart chakra to expand to the size of the universe and merge with the divine.
I tried it. Figured it didn’t work. Tried again.
Thursday, March 5, 2026 was First Heaven’s Forgiveness Day in the Chinese feng shui/Taoist system. According to Alicia Ying (Psychic Strategist | Identity + Legacy Architect), March 5 was a trifeca (pay attention, I just talked about tridev) 天赦日 (Tiān Shè Rì), 驚蟄, and 天赦日 (Tiān Shè Rì) – a KARMIC RESET!
I had to time the filing of my Motion for Sanctions to fit the right hour to upload it to Armstrong Steel’s attorney. Yesterday instead of taking advantage of the 21 day Safe Harbor Provision he shot off a pound sand email so I filed it with court later in the day.
The Crimson Horse road in on February 17, 2026. On February 27, day later CEO Ethan Daniel Chumley who sued me for defamation in a SLAPP in Arapahoe County, Colorado 2025CV31315 was convicted of his 3rd DUI and sentenced to 240 days in jail with 60 days of probation but it looks like he has a plea deal which I need to obtain.
If it were not for Yasmin Boland, I would not have found out that Deepak Chopra was in the Epstein files. I found this just now and sent it to Yasmin.
Her video which alerted me is the one I watched just a few minutes ago. The other I had seen go by, but didn’t have time to watch all of it.
A simple search using Google pulled up this article from yesterday.
I am copying and pasting this excerpt because as someone who blogs about manifesting and the paranormal, these big names dwarf anything I’ve managed to do. And YET they’re not talking. Yasmin Boland IS and now so I am I.
THANK you Joe Martino. I never met Chopra but I quoted from his works in my doctoral dissertation back in 1995. I followed him when he appeared with Sadhguru talking about COVID. I always had a nagging feeling because he had a VIBE. But your article and Yasmin’s posts and videos confirm something only my gut knew because there was no other way to confirm anything.
But Joe was only the person who RE-published the blog post. The author, the person who “idolized” Chopra wasScott Mills!
You can find the original blog post:
It was published five days ago on February 12, 2026 then Joe Martino published it yesterday. Now we wait to see if anyone speaks up.
The Silence
Tony Robbins | 15 million followers | silent.
Mel Robbins | 10 million followers | silent.
Brené Brown | 7 million followers | silent.
Jay Shetty | 50 million followers | silent.
Gabby Bernstein | 1 million followers | silent.
Tim Ferriss | 10 million followers | silent.
Jen Sincero | 1 million followers | silent.
Eckhart Tolle | 5 million followers | silent.Eckhart’s work were on the Society for St. Pius X banned reading list. I read his work regardless. He is 78 years old. Maybe he’s sick, but he should speak up.
Marianne Williamson | 3 million followers | silent.
Joe Dispenza | 5 million followers | silent.
Rachel Hollis | 3 million followers | silent.
Brendon Burchard | 10 million followers | silent.
Lewis Howes | 5 million followers | silent.
Marie Forleo | 2 million followers | silent.
Vishen Lakhiani | 3 million followers | silent. – This is a HUGE disappointment as I have purchased several Mind Valley trainings and followed Vishen for years.
Oprah Winfrey | 100 million followers | silent.Oprah doesn’t surprise me. She was a huge fan of John of God
Twenty-one names. Over 250 million followers combined. The DOJ files have been public since January 30, 2026. Not one of these people has said a word.
Joe Martino published this statement about none of them speaking up on yesterday, February 16, 2026 so if ANY of them have done a press release or video or blog post or TV appearance, please let me know. I’m pretty tied up writing my book
Armstrong Steel Sued Me: A Case Study in Corporate Greed
and defending myself in Arapahoe County, Colorado District Court Case 2025CV31315.
Last week I posted that I had seen a video about horses. I promised to post it if I ever came across it again. Just saw a similar video pop up on TikTok just now.I live across the street from a ranch where they train horses in barrel racing. There are horse ranches all over Elko County and on either side of Corral Lane – one of two ways to get out of my neighborhood to get to the main road.Unfortunately, I cannot find this quote in Edgar Cayce’s writings. I would have to join A.R.E. and I don’t have the money to do that right now.
Edgar Cayce predicted humanity would one day return to the horse — not for work, but for healing. 2026 is the Year of the Horse, and this isn’t symbolic. Horses regulate the human nervous system through heart coherence and presence. When we stand with them, the body remembers safety. This is why equine therapy works. Why being near horses calms anxiety, releases stored stress, and settles the system without effort. Healing doesn’t come from force. It comes from regulation. This is the foundation of the Year of the Horse: Coherence Reset I’m offering for the New Year. #frequencyhealing#energymedicine#yearofthehorse#nervoussystemhealing#heartcoherence
“Edgar Cayce predicted humanity would one day return to the horse — not for work, but for healing.
2026 is the Year of the Horse, and this isn’t symbolic. Horses regulate the human nervous system through heart coherence and presence. When we stand with them, the body remembers safety.
This is why equine therapy works. Why being near horses calms anxiety, releases stored stress, and settles the system without effort.
Healing doesn’t come from force. It comes from regulation.
This is the foundation of the Year of the Horse: Coherence Reset I’m offering for the New Year.”
In Edgar Cayce’s predictions he said that “ horses carry the memory of freedom, that they were never completely tamed in spirit , even when tamed in body “ . He predicted that there would come a time when horses would bring great healing to humanity , as they were once doing when walking beside us . This time is here ! #horse#horsetherapy#energyhealing#horsesontiktok
If you have the funds to join and can find this prophecy, PLEASE comment below! Thanks.
Years ago I wrote a book review when I was the Director of the Learning Resource Center to inspire the staff to read and write book reviews to promote reading. Joe Camp emailed back thanking me. Joe Camp was was Benji’s dad – Remember Benji?
As those who follow me on Facebook, TikTok, and on my Substack blog know, Armstrong Steel Sued Me for defamation in what’s called a Strategic Lawsuit Against Public Participation (SLAPP) lawsuit on June 2. The year before they sued me for breach of contract and forced me into arbitration.
Benebel Wen is, in my opinion, the most advanced occultist on the planet. Yes, there are gurus who I have not met, although I have met world-renowned ones, etc. There are psychics and mediums and great teachers. But, Benebel has a gift that almost none of the “greats” have and that is the ability to write about subjects that are impossible to digest. When she sent out an email saying she wasn’t going to offer her day planner for 2026, my heart sank. I bought the custom planner in 2023 and then life hit the fan, spun out of control, and I never got to immerse myself in it.
So, when she wrote that her followers all clamored for her and begged her to offer it, she did. I immediately took advantage of the offer. Then Armstrong Steel’s lawsuit started taking up every waking hour and waking me up in the middle of the night. James, Benebel’s husband, and a really great guy, sent me the planner and covers in an email in October and I didn’t see it. I wrote the other day, and today he resent everything plus a link to Drop Box.
At the same time, Joey Yap whose free course I took this summer, emailed a link to his video about the Fire Horse. I’m a Green Wood Horse. Joey started talking about the Baron.
“The Crusade helps with higher calling to lead not just for profit but for principle. Crusade transforms ambition into advocacy. When your leadership serves other people, the universe fights beside you”.I put in my court filings that I had invoked the Goddess Ma’at which I can only imagine flew past them just like her feather.
OMG that’s EXACTLY what Benebel Wen’s Spirit Keeper Tarot readings keep telling me when I do a reading for myself and I ask which “sentient being” wishes to tell me something and if possible tell me something to lessen my anxiety about being forced to represent myself “pro se” because I can’t afford an attorney – and please don’t comment about Legal Aid. I cover all that in my Substack blog.
What I have been fighting for is for ALL of the victims of Armstrong Steel to be heard in court and for them to get their deposits back and for Armstrong Steel to be investigated and prosecuted for consumer fraud. So that fits. What’s even “scarier” is that my DAY PILLAR is the Metal Rooster!
According to ziweibazifengshui “Officer Charm (官符)–Guan Fu star points to some legal complications. One needs to be extra sharp when signing documents and contracts to avoid being caught up in an in-escapable disadvantageous deal. The Barrier (的煞)–De Sha indicates that the subject faces court cases or lawsuits, being robbed (The $400 Paint Sprayer, my spare truck key fob, and my Jeep’s catalytic converters, plus tools – walked off) or plundered. It is also indicative of harming or countering relatives or suffering from muscle problems (I get leg cramps). The Flying Charm star (飞符) – Fei Fu connotes being restrained, restricted or held hostage by thugs or brigands (When the ancient Chinese wrote this, they didn’t have a word for corporate fraudsters). The individual would have problems with documentation (do you know how many law journal articles I’ve downloaded or how many mistakes I made uploading “motions” to the court) and personal effects or would be careless in handling them. He is also likely to face fines, penalties and forfeiture, taxes and duties. Also means
What really sucks is I have a HUGE diverse occult library (not that it’s worth that much – no first editions or anything like that – books depreciate worse than cars), and I had to box it all up when I put the house on the market. That cut me off from a major resource. Benebel’s I Ching masterpiece is still in a box.
And I haven’t had the peace of mind to do the meditations, visualizations, or shamanic work I was doing before Armstrong Steel sued me! It was bad enough that Brian Thomas Mott who I am finally naming because he fled Elko, Nevada for Seattle, stole all my gold coins, my coin collection – Silver has soared recently, my gold jewelry and my late husband’s Tibetan kapala skull and his anatomical skulls he bought when he was doing his neurosurgeryresidency.
I was still trying to get my mind pieced together after it shattered when I unlocked the late Harry Leo Duran’s phone and discovered our entire life’s savings was gone, he owed over $150,000 in credit card debt, hadn’t paid the mortgages, our Verizon bill, nor the rent on his apartment! Plus, I found all the porn he stared in.
Wood feeds Fire. I have NO water element in my BaZi Chart. I’m a Gemini with a Gemini rising sign/ascendant and Mercury is in Gemini.
The judge gave Armstrong Steel’s attorney a chance to reply to my Motion for Reconsideration with a deadline of this coming Friday, January 2. When and IF he files, I have 7 days to respond.
I have already prepared a 10-page, Times Roman 12 font (court mandated font) double spaced legal brief assuming anything I am able to write without EVER stepping foot inside a law school or being on jury duty or sitting in a court room for a trial qualifies as such. (I did attend an arraignment for two friends in March and a sentencing hearing on July 16 which was a trip and a half. – I never expected to pick someone up from Jail once they got released!)
The part about gossip could fill more pages than most books. Those who heard the gossip (meaning they read it on Facebook or at the casinos, or on the “street” or read the twisted pathological lies spewed by Mott only need double check with those who were there.If you screwed someone over, don’t go blaming the victim.
I’ve had a bridle on, a bit in my mouth, and I’ve been kept in a corral for almost my whole life. In 2026, I plan on bucking off anyone or anything that tries to prevent me from jumping the fence and burning the truth out of everyone.
An article in the International Journal of Clinical and Health Psychology (Rothe, Vega, Torres, Soler, & Pazos, 2005) offers some clues. Horses have been used in Animal Assisted Therapy (AAT) since the early 1970s. In equine-facilitated psychotherapy, interacting with horses helps clients explore their feelings. Keenly aware of emotional energies, horses sense what we’re feeling, sometimes better than we do. With a few well-chosen words and a forced smile, we may be able to hide our real feelings from another person. We may even hide our own deeper feelings from ourselves. But we cannot fool a horse. Horses can sense emotions that lurk beneath the surface of our awareness and mirror them back to us, showing us what we have been avoiding. And like Rogerian therapists, horses are honest and present, responding openly without pretense. You know where you stand with a horse.
If I can find it again, I watched a video this past week that said that recently, people are suddenly “finding” horses and taking up riding, I’ll update this post. I thought it was on YouTube, I’ve searched Facebook reels, and TikTok, and I’m not finding it. I thought I shared it. Not finding it. Until I do, watch these:
I’ve been searching for the name of this waltz for months!
Did you ever get an ear worm? I get them a lot. I KNEW this piece. I’ve played recordings of this piece. I’ve watched movies with this music in the background and YET I couldn’t remember the name of it until I tried searching for the soundtrack for the series in Spotify! AH HA. This is one of my FAVORITE scenes from The Law According to Lidia Poët. The acting is by far sheer perfection. Costumes, postures, dancing, facial expressions, dialogue! And the choice of music for this particular waltz couldn’t have been better.
I took a break from watching the series because the murders are way too gruesome. Last night I resumed because I need to imprint on how lawyers act and think and how a detective pieces together clues. If I have to continue representing myself without an attorney, I need to be inspired. Netflix should be airing Season 3 in 2026. I want to manifest an attorney by then who can both win the anti-SLAPP and win a malicious prosecution lawsuit. The REAL Lidia Poët was an incredible woman. The fictional one is so well portrayed, I can feel as if I’m in the scenes themselves. Especially this one!
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