Last week I posted that I had seen a video about horses. I promised to post it if I ever came across it again. Just saw a similar video pop up on TikTok just now.I live across the street from a ranch where they train horses in barrel racing. There are horse ranches all over Elko County and on either side of Corral Lane – one of two ways to get out of my neighborhood to get to the main road.Unfortunately, I cannot find this quote in Edgar Cayce’s writings. I would have to join A.R.E. and I don’t have the money to do that right now.
Edgar Cayce predicted humanity would one day return to the horse — not for work, but for healing. 2026 is the Year of the Horse, and this isn’t symbolic. Horses regulate the human nervous system through heart coherence and presence. When we stand with them, the body remembers safety. This is why equine therapy works. Why being near horses calms anxiety, releases stored stress, and settles the system without effort. Healing doesn’t come from force. It comes from regulation. This is the foundation of the Year of the Horse: Coherence Reset I’m offering for the New Year. #frequencyhealing#energymedicine#yearofthehorse#nervoussystemhealing#heartcoherence
“Edgar Cayce predicted humanity would one day return to the horse — not for work, but for healing.
2026 is the Year of the Horse, and this isn’t symbolic. Horses regulate the human nervous system through heart coherence and presence. When we stand with them, the body remembers safety.
This is why equine therapy works. Why being near horses calms anxiety, releases stored stress, and settles the system without effort.
Healing doesn’t come from force. It comes from regulation.
This is the foundation of the Year of the Horse: Coherence Reset I’m offering for the New Year.”
In Edgar Cayce’s predictions he said that “ horses carry the memory of freedom, that they were never completely tamed in spirit , even when tamed in body “ . He predicted that there would come a time when horses would bring great healing to humanity , as they were once doing when walking beside us . This time is here ! #horse#horsetherapy#energyhealing#horsesontiktok
If you have the funds to join and can find this prophecy, PLEASE comment below! Thanks.
Years ago I wrote a book review when I was the Director of the Learning Resource Center to inspire the staff to read and write book reviews to promote reading. Joe Camp emailed back thanking me. Joe Camp was was Benji’s dad – Remember Benji?
As those who follow me on Facebook, TikTok, and on my Substack blog know, Armstrong Steel Sued Me for defamation in what’s called a Strategic Lawsuit Against Public Participation (SLAPP) lawsuit on June 2. The year before they sued me for breach of contract and forced me into arbitration.
Benebel Wen is, in my opinion, the most advanced occultist on the planet. Yes, there are gurus who I have not met, although I have met world-renowned ones, etc. There are psychics and mediums and great teachers. But, Benebel has a gift that almost none of the “greats” have and that is the ability to write about subjects that are impossible to digest. When she sent out an email saying she wasn’t going to offer her day planner for 2026, my heart sank. I bought the custom planner in 2023 and then life hit the fan, spun out of control, and I never got to immerse myself in it.
So, when she wrote that her followers all clamored for her and begged her to offer it, she did. I immediately took advantage of the offer. Then Armstrong Steel’s lawsuit started taking up every waking hour and waking me up in the middle of the night. James, Benebel’s husband, and a really great guy, sent me the planner and covers in an email in October and I didn’t see it. I wrote the other day, and today he resent everything plus a link to Drop Box.
At the same time, Joey Yap whose free course I took this summer, emailed a link to his video about the Fire Horse. I’m a Green Wood Horse. Joey started talking about the Baron.
“The Crusade helps with higher calling to lead not just for profit but for principle. Crusade transforms ambition into advocacy. When your leadership serves other people, the universe fights beside you”.I put in my court filings that I had invoked the Goddess Ma’at which I can only imagine flew past them just like her feather.
OMG that’s EXACTLY what Benebel Wen’s Spirit Keeper Tarot readings keep telling me when I do a reading for myself and I ask which “sentient being” wishes to tell me something and if possible tell me something to lessen my anxiety about being forced to represent myself “pro se” because I can’t afford an attorney – and please don’t comment about Legal Aid. I cover all that in my Substack blog.
What I have been fighting for is for ALL of the victims of Armstrong Steel to be heard in court and for them to get their deposits back and for Armstrong Steel to be investigated and prosecuted for consumer fraud. So that fits. What’s even “scarier” is that my DAY PILLAR is the Metal Rooster!
According to ziweibazifengshui “Officer Charm (官符)–Guan Fu star points to some legal complications. One needs to be extra sharp when signing documents and contracts to avoid being caught up in an in-escapable disadvantageous deal. The Barrier (的煞)–De Sha indicates that the subject faces court cases or lawsuits, being robbed (The $400 Paint Sprayer, my spare truck key fob, and my Jeep’s catalytic converters, plus tools – walked off) or plundered. It is also indicative of harming or countering relatives or suffering from muscle problems (I get leg cramps). The Flying Charm star (飞符) – Fei Fu connotes being restrained, restricted or held hostage by thugs or brigands (When the ancient Chinese wrote this, they didn’t have a word for corporate fraudsters). The individual would have problems with documentation (do you know how many law journal articles I’ve downloaded or how many mistakes I made uploading “motions” to the court) and personal effects or would be careless in handling them. He is also likely to face fines, penalties and forfeiture, taxes and duties. Also means
What really sucks is I have a HUGE diverse occult library (not that it’s worth that much – no first editions or anything like that – books depreciate worse than cars), and I had to box it all up when I put the house on the market. That cut me off from a major resource. Benebel’s I Ching masterpiece is still in a box.
And I haven’t had the peace of mind to do the meditations, visualizations, or shamanic work I was doing before Armstrong Steel sued me! It was bad enough that Brian Thomas Mott who I am finally naming because he fled Elko, Nevada for Seattle, stole all my gold coins, my coin collection – Silver has soared recently, my gold jewelry and my late husband’s Tibetan kapala skull and his anatomical skulls he bought when he was doing his neurosurgeryresidency.
I was still trying to get my mind pieced together after it shattered when I unlocked the late Harry Leo Duran’s phone and discovered our entire life’s savings was gone, he owed over $150,000 in credit card debt, hadn’t paid the mortgages, our Verizon bill, nor the rent on his apartment! Plus, I found all the porn he stared in.
Wood feeds Fire. I have NO water element in my BaZi Chart. I’m a Gemini with a Gemini rising sign/ascendant and Mercury is in Gemini.
The judge gave Armstrong Steel’s attorney a chance to reply to my Motion for Reconsideration with a deadline of this coming Friday, January 2. When and IF he files, I have 7 days to respond.
I have already prepared a 10-page, Times Roman 12 font (court mandated font) double spaced legal brief assuming anything I am able to write without EVER stepping foot inside a law school or being on jury duty or sitting in a court room for a trial qualifies as such. (I did attend an arraignment for two friends in March and a sentencing hearing on July 16 which was a trip and a half. – I never expected to pick someone up from Jail once they got released!)
The part about gossip could fill more pages than most books. Those who heard the gossip (meaning they read it on Facebook or at the casinos, or on the “street” or read the twisted pathological lies spewed by Mott only need double check with those who were there.If you screwed someone over, don’t go blaming the victim.
I’ve had a bridle on, a bit in my mouth, and I’ve been kept in a corral for almost my whole life. In 2026, I plan on bucking off anyone or anything that tries to prevent me from jumping the fence and burning the truth out of everyone.
An article in the International Journal of Clinical and Health Psychology (Rothe, Vega, Torres, Soler, & Pazos, 2005) offers some clues. Horses have been used in Animal Assisted Therapy (AAT) since the early 1970s. In equine-facilitated psychotherapy, interacting with horses helps clients explore their feelings. Keenly aware of emotional energies, horses sense what we’re feeling, sometimes better than we do. With a few well-chosen words and a forced smile, we may be able to hide our real feelings from another person. We may even hide our own deeper feelings from ourselves. But we cannot fool a horse. Horses can sense emotions that lurk beneath the surface of our awareness and mirror them back to us, showing us what we have been avoiding. And like Rogerian therapists, horses are honest and present, responding openly without pretense. You know where you stand with a horse.
If I can find it again, I watched a video this past week that said that recently, people are suddenly “finding” horses and taking up riding, I’ll update this post. I thought it was on YouTube, I’ve searched Facebook reels, and TikTok, and I’m not finding it. I thought I shared it. Not finding it. Until I do, watch these:
I try to never let anyone take my photo and I never share the few I have. However, I finally caved in when I saw what it did for a photo of Brian. He posted three of them on his Facebook page.
When the late Harry Leo Duran, MD, PHD, MPH aka Vegas’s Notorious Doc died, Brian got to wear all of his $1,000 plus shoes and $35 a pair underwear, his watches, and his shirts and suits. He had once been a model. This photo flipped me out because he actually did this pose one night all dressed up in Harry’s suit jacket – the pants didn’t fit – Harry had VERY short legs. Alas, what happened after that is a book in and of itself.
So, I uploaded a faded photo taken on a hot steamy August afternoon in Hong Kong in 1987 as I was about to get on a sampan in the South China Sea. And the results flipped me out. The first one is so uncanny I can’t stop starring at it. That was MY hairstyle for years and years. That was the way I looked in photos and in the mirror and in reflected surfaces. The others are what I would have looked like had I gotten into modeling.
I met Cheryl Rae Tiegs’s father at a Holiday Inn swimming pool in Hays, Kansas in 1970. I always got her mixed up later in my memory with Christy Brinkley. Cheryl was on the cover of a lot of magazines and would end up on Cover Girl. Her father studied me for a few minutes while we were chatting. I was in the only one in the pool and he was the only one in a pool chair. My parents were in our room. I always went swimming by myself so it was not usual. Mr. Tiegs remarked that I had the same looks as his daughter and could be just as famous but the more he studied me, he said that I would not like the business at all. I was too fiercely independent and would not like being treated like a mannequin despite the income.
I had been a model for clothes for toddlers when I was two and three. My mom said I hated it despite earning a lot of money and being in ads in the New York newspapers.
So, this is what AI did to my photo. I am sharing these because Sadhguru said you should never let anyone have a photo of you. These are AI versions of me. It’s my image, and possibly something akin to my energy. It’s hard to say. The do give off a vibration.
I NEVER found a hat that fit – not ever. My head is rather small. Would have loved a hat like this.
I would NEVER EVER get a tatoo. Entities can enter through any break in the skin and to put an image on your body binds you to a spirit. This looks far too daring for me. And my breasts were larger than the body in this AI image.I did wear some odd watches over the years. Ones for hikers mostly. Harry destroyed ALL my watches. Used to yank them off my wrist. I stopped wearing any kind of dangle earring or jewelry because he would yank any adornment of me during a rage attack. I feared letting my hair grow for that reason. He would drag me by hair across a room.
I studied Western saddle and English saddle and dressage. It was during a lesson when my instructor’s horse bit the horse she had me rent that I injured my back. She had me practicing puling my knees up and spinning around in a circle on my horse on my butt. The horse only had a bridle and no saddle if you can picture that. I got pitched off in mind “twirl” onto a fence rail and years later had to have lumbar 5 surgery. Three other discs were injured, but the neurosurgeon didn’t fix them.
I used to go riding with the later Tricia Haertlein on the Malcolm Forbes estate in New Jersey. Wish I had these outfits at the time. After i started ice skating on a daily basis and training for a competition, I toned up and was a perfect size 8 for years. And then my back gave out.I was misdiagnosed for 17 years and it was only when I couldn’t take the pain anymore they ordered an MRI and discovered I was going to be paralyzed unless I had emergency surgery. I loathe the medical profession. LOATHE it.
I actually got a bit toooo thin for a brief stint in 1981 and this AI version portrays that look which really freaked me out because I didn’t have any photos taken during that time.
My hair is slowly slowly SLOWLY turning grey. This is a cute look though if I were still 34 years old.
So, unless i HAVE to promote my Tell All Book as an author and appear on a book cover or on a TV show or in Zoom, this is it. I do not share photos and I avoid cameras. Many tribal people feared cameras.
But if you must ask, watch Sadhguru explain why you do not share you photos.
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