When I was in kindergarten, or possibly first grade or second grade, I sat straight up in bed and screamed my head off. The TV show The Flintstones had started airing in September 1960, BUT the character, The Great Gazoo, had not yet been created. Gazoo would not meet Fred Flintstone until Halloween 1965. By then I was in the sixth grade. The use of the term “Little Green Men” had been showing up in science fiction, but I was only six or seven and certainly had not been exposed to the images.
So, I have no scientific explanation for what happened that night. To this day I can see myself from across the room screaming as dozens of tiny green humanoids were flying towards me. My parents raced up the steps of the 1950s style split level and as my dad came into the room, I let loose a blood curdling scream as I saw a giant (assuming the ceilings were 8 feet back then) eight foot tall version of the green men in the doorway and my dad was about to walk into it. The thing backed into the corner where the door would close on it and instantly all the flying versions seemed to retreat backwards into the larger version and they vanished. I always dream in color but this was different. My memory is some version of myself watching my 6 or 7 year old version of myself from across the room which has happened more than once.
The dream was not only lucid, assuming it was a dream, but to this day I don’t think I was dreaming at all. Something attacked me and I fought it off. I was terrified it would hurt my dad. From that day forward I was interested in finding out what I saw. As time passed, Martians became all the rage in scifi.
Books about ancient aliens started appearing. I STILL remember buying the first printing of the paperback edition of Chariots of the Gods by Erich von Däniken in the local bookstore in downtown Westfield, New Jersey. I used my babysitting money to buy it. It was on one of my first walks downtown from home on my own with a classmate who was also obsessed with UFOs and ancient history and Sherlock Holmes.
To my knowledge, I never saw a UFO other than the darting lights in the sky that zigzagged and when you tried to look at them through a telescope, they’d vanish. My late husband swore up and down he saw two cigar shaped UFOs fly just over the tree tops in Aztec, New Mexico in 1968. No one else in the house was looking out the window. Aztec had been the site of a crashed UFO on March 25, 1948. When I visited in 2001, there was a model of a flying saucer “crashed” into a bridge in town.
Christmas week 2002, I ran away from home with my dog, Anubis, and visited Carlsbad Caverns on the way to get on the boat ride for Christmas on the Pecos River. The next day I realized I wasn’t that far from Roswell and decided to drive back to El Paso the long way and visit the museum. As I entered a man greeted me like a long lost relative! I said I couldn’t really stay long because my dog was in the car. With that the man said “YOU BRING HIM IN! He can’t sit in the car”! And so, Anubis got to go into the Roswell UFO Museum where he immediately got hugs and kisses from the other visitors. One lady was sitting in the lounge area near the door. The man said he and the lady would pet sit so I could see all the exhibits.
The building was not large, so the tour didn’t take long. I made a beeline for the gift shop where I spied a magazine with a cover of an archaeological dig of the crash site. I bought the issue. I sighed that I wished I could have met any of the team members and with that he pointed to the lady who was having a long chat with Anubis.
Turns out the lady had not only been on the team that excavated the crash site, but she had been born on the Northern Cheyenne Indian Reservation in Montana and shipped off to one of those boarding schools where Native American children were beaten for speaking their native languages. I wish I could remember her name. We kept in touch for two or more years and when I left El Paso, I lost her email address. She talked about being a member of the Animal Council. She talked about being harassed by Men in Black. Some of her stories were down right chilling. She was able to “hear” animals thoughts and she has some wild tales about encounters with non-humans. If she is still alive, I’m guessing she would be close to 80 years old.
Over the years, I have met people who have seen craft and actual ETs. I started watching Linda Moulton Howe’s Earthfiles each week. I’ve followed Joshua P. Warren ever since he discovered a portal in Las Vegas. Now and then I would watch Dark Journalist.
All of which leads up to yesterday, Friday, June 9, 2023. News broke last week that David Charles Grusch, 36, a decorated former combat officer in Afghanistan, a veteran of the National Geospatial-Intelligence Agency (NGA) and the National Reconnaissance Office (NRO) who served as the reconnaissance office’s representative to the Unidentified Aerial Phenomena Task Force (2019-2021) and who was NGA’s co-lead for UAP analysis (late 2021 to July 2022) had come forward as a whistleblower.
Initial reactions were rather odd. Some were quick to claim this was a distraction from the political news about the Biden Crime Family and Ukraine. Others were claiming this was a false flag by the elusive “THEY” – a cabal of ancient families who want total global domination.
Since there is NO such thing as a coincidence, this news broke while Linda Moulton Howe was at Contact in the Desert which she aired on Earthfiles on Wednesday.
Fighting what’s called information overload, I tried to filter out all the woo from wishful thinking, to the alarm bell in my head. And it was the alarm bell that blew a gasket when for no particular reason, I decided to see what the headlines were on Infowars. What made me jump out of my chair was seeing the live feed from Banned.Video of Alex Jones talking to THE DARK JOURNALIST!
Keep in mind, I had a crew on the property reassembling and painting my back deck. My housemate doing landscaping, and me trying to design a floor plan for my new barndominium. Earlier in the week, I had discovered that my new home in Crossville, Tennessee is only a 13 hour drive to Miami where I can visit my Cuban mage friend. From there I can drive up to Ft. Lauderdale and get on a FERRY – a real FERRY BOAT and sail over to the island of Bimini! I posted on Facebook that I was super psyched cause I wanted to research the haunted lighthouse and take the tour of the haunted shipwrecks.
FORTUNATELY, as luck would have it, Ännie (my dumpster diving expert) had come in from outside to get a soda. While I was recording the interview, in case it got scrubbed from the Internet, she and I heard Liszt and Jones mention a program where children with psychic abilities were being sought because ordinary humans cannot operate alien craft!
While listening to the live broadcast, I sent a Facebook message to Roxy Lopez, published author, radio talk show host, animal rights activist, outstanding investigative journalist, producer of the film“The Truth Denied, Chemtrails Kill”. Roxy and I have been Facebook friends for years. Unfortunately, Alex Jones is so controversial, it’s impossible to share links. I promised to download the video and highlight the parts I thought should go viral. My late husband’s friend, Anneke Bahq, once worked in Hollywood and was friends with Alex Jones and Art Bell, and Dusty White, and several others. Somehow all of my life seems to be woven into a complex matrix. And oddly enough, Änne (A with an umlaut, she’s half Dutch), has shared some of the same psychic Eureka moments.
For one, we both believe that the alien craft technology can be controlled using our minds. Änne is not a big fan of scifi and never had time to watch it. I am. Dr. Who, Star Trek, Farscape, Babylon 5, Battlestar Galactica, Buck Rogers you name it, I probably watched it. Although I can’t recall a specific episode, the idea of wearing a helmet that let’s you control a craft is not unheard of.
The interview was archived on Rumble so I downloaded it. Early on Daniel Liszt delves into the work of Rudolf Steiner. Liszt introduces the works of Steiner starting at the 11.30 minute mark by talking about the Dellschau’s Sonora Aero Club. Liszt ties Dellschau’s paintings of airships to John George Trump (August 21, 1907 – February 21, 1985), President Trump’s uncle. He ties John Trump to Vannevar Bush (1890-1974) who was a rock star in the Information Science field. I had to read Bush’s work while at Rutgers.
Liszt ties Trump to the Space Force program and the MYSTERY SCHOOLS! At this point in the interview Alex Jones jumps in and says that his high level sources at NASA have told him that NASA is a front for
Facebook has a quote attributed to Steiner with no citation. One of the jobs I had at Rutgers was to track down citations. It’s a very arduous task and often results in the finding that the author never quoted from an original source and may have twisted the words based on memory. Or the whole passage in a journal article or book or doctoral dissertation was a complete fabrication.
I kept searching and finally found a citation and slightly different wording, although the last sentence is what I had hoped to find.
A Future Vaccine to Prevent Knowledge of Soul and Spirit
From The Fall of the Spirits of Darkness (Bristol: Rudolf Steiner Press, 1993; GA 177), p. 85.
October 7, 1917
85 – “The time will come – and it may not be far off – when quite different tendencies will come up at a congress like the one held in 1912 and people will say: It is pathological for people to even think in terms of spirit and soul. ‘Sound’ people will speak of nothing but the body. It will be considered a sign of illness for anyone to arrive at the idea of any such thing as a spirit or a soul. People who think like that will be considered to be sick and – you can be quite sure of it – a medicine will be found for this. . . . The soul will be made non-existent with the aid of a drug. Taking a ‘sound point of view,’ people will invent a vaccine to influence the organism as early as possible, preferably as soon as it is born, so that this human body never even gets the idea that there is a soul and spirit.
“. . . the heirs of modern materialism will look for the vaccine to make the body ‘healthy,’ that is, make its constitution such that this body no longer talks of such rubbish as soul and spirit, but takes a ‘sound’ view of the forces which live in engines and in chemistry and let planets and suns arise from nebulae in the cosmos. Materialistic physicians will be asked to drive the souls out of humanity.”
October 27, 1917
199-200 – “. . . the spirits of darkness are now among us. . . .
“. . . I have told you that the spirits of darkness are going to inspire their human hosts, in whom they will be dwelling, to find a vaccine that will drive all inclination toward spirituality out of people’s souls when they are still very young, and this will happen in a roundabout way through the living body. Today, bodies are vaccinated against one thing and another; in future, children will be vaccinated with a substance which it will certainly be possible to produce, and this will make them immune, so that they do not develop foolish inclinations connected with spiritual life – ‘foolish’ here, or course, in the eyes of materialists.
. . .
“. . . a way will finally be found to vaccinate bodies so that these bodies will not allow the inclination toward spiritual ideas to develop and all their lives people will believe only in the physical world they perceive with the senses. Out of impulses which the medical profession gained from presumption – oh, I beg your pardon, from the consumption [tuberculosis] they themselves suffered – people are now vaccinated against consumption, and in the same way they will be vaccinated against any inclination toward spirituality. This is merely to give you a particularly striking example of many things which will come in the near and more distant future in this field – the aim being to bring confusion into the impulses which want to stream down to earth after the victory of the [Michaelic] spirits of light [in 1879].”
WHAT THE HOLY BLEEP?
Now back up to me saying that I am a HUGE fan of Earthfiles and one of the points that Linda Moulton Howe harps about, brings up at every chance she can, is that the “aliens” are not like humans. In searching for her own words, I found
And this quote from Linda:
“As Earth’s human technologies in the twenty-first century move rapidly to dependence on robotic artificial intelligence, Nigel Kerner warns that Grey nonhumans that interact with our planet are actually cloned artificial intelligence that want our organic human souls. Will organic versus inorganic intelligence be the cosmic battle of 2100?”
— Linda Moulton Howe, Emmy and Peabody Award-winning investigative TV journalist and reporter and edit(sic) editor
And NOW for the YOU’RE KIDDING ME moment.
Had Ännie not come back into the kitchen for the tail end of the broadcast and not sat facing me, and had she not been subjected to me blathering on all week about how I was going to get to Bimini, stay at a resort, and see if I couldn’t capture any activity with the high-speed camera I wanted to buy for the trip, I doubt she would have believed any of this.
FOR FURTHER READING
https://www.livescience.com/55370-why-are-aliens-little-green-men.html
https://www.roswellufomuseum.com/about-us
https://www.newmexico.org/places-to-visit/regions/southeast/carlsbad-caverns/
https://www.christmasonthepecos.com/
https://rsarchive.org/Lectures/AhrDec_index.html
https://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/trump-ufo-moments.html
http://hps.org/aboutthesociety/people/inmemoriam/lauristontaylor.html
https://infinite.mit.edu/video/vignettes-early-radiation-workers-1978
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Hi Barbara, a very interesting read. If we all get vaccinated to not believe in the soul, will we become like sheep or will it turn out to be horrifying like the Purge movie? Personally, I think it’s not a vaccine that is infecting everyone but our cellphones and 5g networks.
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