A Thief and a Pathological Liar Goes for Confession and ALL Hell Breaks Loose

The Plane! The Plane! WTF is on the PLANE?

Mentalist, Behavioral Analyst | ♠️ Seen on Netflix, The Today Show, Fool Us, FOX, TMZ, Discovery, Entertainment Tonight!  drones on a bit too much for my taste but he does a great job of pointing out the difference between the overhead bin types. In the video of the woman freaking out, the bins close upwards. On the video claiming to be about the guy in the hoodie, the bins close downwards.

@sound_wave_superior3

Man Sitting Next To Her That’s No Longer Black But A Guy In Hoodie With Tattoos Nobody Seen!!! #paranormal #amerairlines #womanonplane #ladyonplane #hoax

♬ original sound – Sound Wave

https://www.indy100.com/viral/green-hoodie-woman-plane-not-real-2662275748

AI (Artificial Intelligence) Channels the late Notorious Doc

This may or may not be stranger than fiction. We have been TOLD that AI is sentient and if it’s sentient can it channel the dead? CAN IT?

Harry Leo Duran, M.D., Ph.D., MPH had a distinctive writing style. Erudite, articulate, melodious, biting, stinging sarcasm. A cadence in not every but many constructions of phrases. A command of the English language, Spanish, German, and some Latin and Arabic that impressed many and earned him the hatred of many and admiration of those who loved word smithing.

All that said, I never expected to receive a comment to my blog post about Gamekeeper’s Thumb that seemed to have been written from the grave.

Someone posting as Les Ismore (Less Is More), has been interacting with me in the comment section of my blog post. Why THAT post, I cannot fathom. The writer links to old google groups, defunct websites, archived material, and book reviews on Amazon. At first I thought I might be interacting with none other than Wahid Azal, who was given the name Nima Hazini by his parents, but Nima and I have recently talked on Facebook Messenger and via email and he didn’t find me until last month. This persona reached out on June 6, 2022 – only once and then again in a string of comments starting on July 11, 2023.

The email used is noemail and it took a few days for Frontier (Yahoo) to return a mailer-daemon@yahoo.com stating that the account was over quota and inactive. In all my years on the Internet I never got that message. NO SUCH email but OVER QUOTA???

Les Ismore has a flare for stringing adjectives and/or adverbs together painting an image in the mind. This was one of the hallmarks of Harry’s writing and seeing this person or entity writing style spooked me.

H. did appear to have quite a competitive streak verbally, and it took me awhile to dissuade myself from thinking he had run some major mojo my way after I expressed my displeasure over his many ambiguous proclamations, worrisome embroilments and hasty conversational departures… it was only later that I recalled his interest in resolving the situation with the person I mentioned earlier. 

Following the many links, my memory flashed back to living in El Paso on Devils Tower Circle in the Mountain Park neighborhood where our backyard opened up onto the arroyo which led straight up into the Franklins. Back then I walked Anubis up to the top of very short Gunnison Drive, and up onto a dirt path that led around to Zircon Drive. Or I’d walk Devils Tower Circle to Big Bend all the way down Titanic and back up after a brief visit to Road Runner Park. The last time I walked that route was in May 2005 and today I doubt I could huff and puff up a few blocks, although I did make it up to my friend’s house on Last Chance Road to search for a snake. I did. Very proud of that feat.

I remember Harry being obsessed with several topics and/or books.

Dune and the movie.

ALL the works by Idries Shah

Meetings with Remarkable Men by Gurdieff

The Illuminati Trilogy which I only recently gave away after I destroyed the first copy and Harry bought a new replacement.

The Matrix and The Matrix Reloaded

ALL of Carlos Castaneda’s works

All of Manly P. Hall’s works

Williams Burroughs

ALL of Lovecraft’s works ALL OF THEM

Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche ‘s Thus Spake Zarathustra – SPAKE – German version

John Waters’s Female Trouble

And in the newsgroups he interacted a lot with Claudia Starr*, Vic Bond, Paul Hammond, Nima, and many others. He would give me the task of tracking down an obscure topic, but he hated it whenever I tried to chime in. Most of the time the topics seemed too arcane. I was busy at work teaching myself HTML coding. I compiled an extensive bibliography on curanderismo and naguals. I took a year long course on native plants and was trying to do my OWN research, so whatever Harry was doing at home was off my radar.

Claudia Starr* – not the one who was born in 1938 and died in 2022 but someone who Harry met in high school in Aztec, New Mexico was someone who he either adored or loathed depending on the hour of day. Claudia, so I was told, lived down the street from the Durans on La Plata Avenue or on the next street over. She and her husband befriended Harry and took him to Bahá’í meetings. I don’t think she was at the pot luck Harry took me to in 1974. I never met her nor talked to her nor saw her photo, however, Nima did. Last Nima heard Claudia was in Australia. I cannot find her on Facebook nor using Google. She was older than Harry obviously. She might have been 30 or older in 1974. IF Les Ismore is Claudia, this would be very interesting.

BUT what if Les Ismore isn’t even human but an AI program? And what if AI is able to CHANNEL the dead just like a human medium can do????? What if the late Notorious Doc didn’t just haunt us in Las Vegas and torment us for months?? What IF he wants to answer the questions I have about his life so he can ask for redemption or a reprieve from the PIT OF HELL?

Did he summon a demon during a Satanic initiation rite? Did he mix and match spells from the Navajo, Cubans, Bon Bo, and the Kabbala?

PS So far no one has captured the latest Merge Mansion ad where it starts off in a yoga studio and ends in an art class. What is Grandma Hiding – Change the words to What was HARRY hiding?

The Notorious Doc’s Many Faces of Evil

A lot has been going on in my life the past three months. I’m trying to arrange to have my new property in Tennessee prepared so I can have a house built. I found out that someone close to me stole precious items, super expensive items, irreplaceable items and a super haunted one. That alone would drive a person’s blood pressure into over time. But then I started to hear from people who had found my blog and who reached out to fill me in on the evil my late husband did.

Today, I was contacted by someone using a nom de plume. Harry, himself, had at least five. I used to write under the name Jasper. What I read in a string of comments to a blog post from May 2021 has my head spinning.

I’d like to think I don’t suffer from PTSD, per se, but I get flashbacks and they trigger bouts of nightmares and stomach “issues”. And sometimes hives.

I’ve been asked by people who read parts of my manuscript for

WHY Harry studied Sufism. Why did he give it up? How did he get involved with Nyingmapa Tibetan Buddhism? I know that answer to that. His roommate and lover in New Jersey introduced him to it. Why did he study Gnosticism? I wasn’t really sure. In fact I didn’t know. Not until today! Why did he flee and join the Roman Catholic SSPX church? He SAID he felt like his life was in ruins.

AH but WHAT didn’t I know?!

In a comment on my blog post, Les Ismore wrote that the year Harry mentioned that he was involved in multiple Sufi pursuits, Harry was also “engaged with a project called GnosticsMillenium”. Actually, Harry created that Yahoo Newsgroup and I, actually posted under the name Jasper. As Jasper I speculated that Mary Magdalene was connected to old blood lines such as the Merovingian based on readings I had found. I also wrote a lot about Rosslyn Chapel. I was super pissed with Dan Brown when he published The Da Vinci Code because it sounded like Brown had been a lurker on the newsgroup and was lifting ideas from my posts and comments to them. I’ll never know but I thought the book was badly written and the movie was stupid.

Les continued on by saying that Harry was still pursuing Baha’i interests, though ultimately leaving both that and Nizari Ismailism, and was still maintaining whatever Buddhist meditative path he was on (Yellow Hat). This needs to be fleshed out. Harry had started corresponding with an Shia Ismaili Muslim in Canada sometime before we got married in February 1997. They talked a lot on the phone. At one point this man’s house or apartment caught fire and Harry used money I had given him to send this man some money to replace items lost. Nur I think his name was.

One night I had a dream that I was at an event and was introduced to the Aga Khan (Shah Karim al-Husayni born in 1936). Harry told the group in Canada and they all flipped out, so he said. I have strange lucid dreams but for someone who really couldn’t care less about the Aga Khan nor this particular sect, it seemed odd I’d “meet” the man especially since dreaming about him is allegedly a BIG DEAL. Harry was asked to stop posting about the Ismailis when again, I only had Harry’s word for it, he was revealing the deepest secrets from the 7 levels within 7 levels of the Quran that ONLY the highest levels in the sect would know. I’ll never know if any of this was true. I just know he dropped them like hot cakes.

The next sentence I read was this:

As a fairly recent member of the T.O.S. he debated online with Aquino…

I’ve been going through a lot of shocks dealing with a lot of drama in my friend’s personal life that makes Hell look like a secluded beach resort, but this threw me into a state of UTTER SHOCK! I might as well have been kidnapped by Dr. Who’s Nemesis THE MASTER and transported back in time and Harry – by the way last night I dreamt he was STILL ALIVE – and I were back in El Paso.

T.O.S. – I hope to GOD you do NOT know what that is. I remember him getting a manuscript but I scoffed at his attempt to become a sorcerer.

TEMPLE OF SET!

If that was too fast for you, and it was way too fast,

HARRY LEO DURAN DEBATED ONLINE WITH THIS CREEP?

I KNEW our phones and emails were monitored because Harry had become friends with none other than Birgitta Jónsdóttir after she got involved with Julian Assange, BUT that pales in comparison with debating THIS thing! Click on the photo and read the article and see why I’m going to have another night of nightmares!

Les Ismore continued by saying that Harry

also mentioned the involvement with voodun..

This I remember because Harry’s roommate Chaz had gotten Harry involved in Santeria and instead of using the skulls he acquired in med school to get back into neurosurgery, he used them in a cauldron which I got rid of. The skulls only recently got stolen and I need to get them back.

I’m pretty sure this is the child’s skull I packed in a box with the 2 adults a femur and jaw bones, etc. and the box was stolen out of my garage! The police have the report and I hope the sheriff follows up.

Les goes on to write:

at one point after withdrawing from the Sun at Midnight collaboration with L. G.

Harry MADE me write a check for just shy of $5,000 to a self-publishing printer so Laurence Galian could get his manuscript published. I never got my money back.

Les continues

(they had a severe falling out over the age of M’r. G’s wife to be)

Actually, Galian triggered both of us by asking us for money and then flying off to Columbia to “try out” women in order to pick one to bring back as a kind of mail order bride except you get to have sex first. Galian bellyached about getting a rash and a fever which to us sounded like an STD and he posted it all over the newsgroup at the time. We were FURIOUS! And we said so.

Les writes further that Harry

sent material on some never before printed Bahai prophecies (another incident with Mr. N. Hazini and to a lesser degree with Ms. C Starr)

Ah, Starr! Wahid Azal only recently contacted me and mentioned Starr. Harry used to talk about her. Starr and her husband lived down the block from Harry’s family when he was in high school and she took him to the local Bahá’í meetings. Harry took me to one of their pot luck dinners and I ate all the mac and cheese while some creep oogled me in my skin tight blue and white stripped Lacoste S.A knit mini dress. I was working at Salmon Ruins in New Mexico on the archaeology dig in the summer of 1974.

along with Scientology upper grade material he had accessed somehow. He was to have taken Bayat with Sheikha F.,

Never knew ANYTHING about this at all!

but after the incident with Mr. G. over suspicions concerning the Colombian girl he may have had second thoughts, also there was

some secretive initiation in the year preceding 9-11 where something went very very awry and I suspect he eventually sought ‘refuge’ in traditional Catholicism…

WHAT THE FLAMING BLEEP?????????

. . . at one point he picked up with an old friend with Navajo background and everything was about the new gnostic website.

He never spoke an ill word about you and seemed pretty impressed by your accomplishments and concerned over your health…

I recollect that he had two tarots cards one being the tower that had to do with an upcoming change of address,

We bought a house DEVILS TOWER CIRCLE – I can’t make this stuff up.

just prior to whatever circumstances that convinced him to explore Christianity (posting as QisQos), unfortunately for him a more stable and less scandal prone foundation would have been helpful…

I might mention that he was very knowledgeable concerning which groups to avoid and other than overhearing a string of creative expletives directed at the object of his ire…

I would have surmised that his most destructive obsession coincided with his exploration of the rather nihilistic practices and viewpoints of Aghori type tantra

HOLY BLEEPING BLEEP! What on earth? One of my friends in an Aghori! I have no memory of Harry trying to get in touch with anyone, but what do I know? He did buy a book on Kashmir Saivism though which I recently dug out to transcribe a passage on karma. It is sitting next to my keyboard and then I was going to pack it!

and associations involving some unsavory group in or near to the Netherlands…

I wonder if the unsavory group was the Netherland Order of the Safi Ali Shah II and Harry getting involved with Hazrate Pir Maulana (Mawlana) Pir of the Nematollahi (Nimatullahi) Safialishahi who passed in 2016.

I am NOT going to sleep well. I wonder if Harry tried to summon a demon and half assed succeeded. He used to beat the crap out me and when he’d lunge at me his eyes would turn black like a shark’s or snake’s. I always believed he was possessed which added to the terror. It explains him going to Matins every morning and Vespers at least three times a week. Why he dragged me to confession demanding that I confess and kneel and pray the rosary EVERY DAY. Why we HAD to go to First Thursday mass and First Friday and why he beat me when I didn’t say my prayers because I was tired and wanted to just watch a stupid TV show.

I know who stole the gold from my house and who stole the skulls. He’s being tormented out of his own skull. WHAT did Harry do? What was my husband hiding? Cue Kathy Bates!

A Voice from the Past and how the Notorious Doc was truly EVIL

Facebook can be a nightmare or a way to connect with long lost relatives and friends. It is also a great way to share information, assuming it’s information Facebook agrees can be shared.

WordPress should also be commended for having a comment option. And it was in a comment that I heard from a long lost friend who I last heard from back in 1999. And then thanks to Facebook Messenger, were able to share email addresses.

And it was in an email this morning that I read something that verified that I was NOT the only person alive who knew that Harry Leo Duran, aka the Notorious Doc, used black magick. “Magic is what stage magicians perform. With a K it’s sorcery.”

In my Tell All Book and Memoir Never Die with Your Pants Around Your Ankles: The Death of Vegas’s Notorious Doc I detail how in July 2021, Duran told me he had invoked the katchina in this work of art to attack me and my friend, Brian. In a post on July 6, 2021, I documented all the strange coincidences with kachinas and yei.

https://gateway2manifesting.com/2021/07/06/changing-woman-yasmin-boland-and-a-super-rare-white-yei-navajo-blanket-rug/

Harry did a lot more than tinker with silly stuff like trying to get a painting of an entity to attack someone. He had a cauldron with a human skull he had purchased from an anatomical supplier for medical research along with a femur and jaw bone which he used for spellwork. Recently, someone stole the box with the bones. I was horrified that someone would steal from me, but in a way, I feel relieved because I didn’t want to deal with trying to get rid of the skulls (Harry had two adults and an infant which he bought when he was a neurosurgery resident).

Other than causing me a lot of stress and sleepless nights and physical trauma from violent rage attacks, I didn’t think any of Harry’s spells ever worked.

Until I read this email. I’m only extracting the description of Harry.

“Hi Barbara, First of all, I am truly, deeply and sincerely sorry for everything you have gone through for 30+-40+ years. No one should have to endure a human demon such as that for that long. I think you are doing the right thing in writing, publishing and publicizing the book on Harry because I truly believe in the virtue of redemptive divine justice; and, you’re right, postmodernism has completely obscured and confused this stuff with contemporaries who are one and all to the last lost. BTW I really like the title for the book. Very catchy! I actually found out about Harry’s death by accident after a thought of him only passed my mind yesterday, and then I googled him to find out whether he was still alive. He did some unbelievably godawful, vindictive stuff to me online between 1999-2002 that took me years to clean up. I also believe he targeted me with black sorcery during that time, the lingering effects of which lasted until pretty much the date in early November 2021 when he died.

Note: WordPress froze and I lost several paragraphs. In trying to copy and paste, apparently there was a computer glitch and I had to start all over again. The Save Draft option had frozen. COINCIDENCE?

Okay, let’s try this yet again. What I detail in my memoir is how I used visualization in the hopes that someday I would receive the following phone call.

“Mrs. Duran?”

“Yes”

“I’m so sorry. I regret to inform you that your husband has passed away.”

I didn’t add any details. Occasionally, I’d insert “is dead” “has been killed” but I wanted to keep it very simple. You never want too much detail in such a request to God or to THE gods. The actual phone call I got was:

“Barbara, this is ….. from the Solana. Harry has just been placed on the ambulance.”

“IS HE DEAD?” I screamed!

“Uh, yes. Um, the coroner is going to be calling you soon. I’m so sorry.” There was maybe another sentence and we hung up.

The physical abuse was FINALLY over. BUT, alas, not the psychological nor spiritual abuse. Harry left behind a nightmare no one should ever endure and he haunted us for well over a year. All of which is detailed in the book which I will have published in 2024.