Meeting a Remarkable Man – The Cobbler Miracle Healer of Vernal, Utah

Randall (Randy) Ivan Merrell is one of those rare healers who lives in a remote, isolated “wilderness” part of the world, hidden away from the world, and yet helping all those who seek him out.  On June 27, 2022, podiatrist Shane Draper in Elko, Nevada said, in no uncertain terms, that if I did not get new orthotics and custom-made shoes, I would start to lose circulation in my toes, and eventually the feet.  He used the dreaded word “amputation”!  I have very tiny feet – size 4 and 4.5, with bunions and hammertoes despite wearing orthotics and flat shoes or boots since 1979.  It’s genetic.  Everyone on my mother’s side had bad feet and osteoarthritis.  I also had developed a blood blister under my middle toe on my right foot and was in agony.  As I would tell everyone that would listen, it felt like fire ants were eating my toes.  That’s not an exaggeration and it was constant*.

Dr. Draper wrote a prescription to a chain of stores called Hanger.  I called them and learned they did NOT make custom shoes.  I had once researched the Davis Therapeutic Clinic in San Francisco so I contacted them and made an appointment for July 19.  The cost was going to be $3,000 and the shoes were going to be made in either the Netherlands or the Philippines!  I’d have to make at least two trips because they had to make the orthotics and make adjustments.   I booked a hotel and made a detailed hour by hour itinerary.

My friend, Eva, saw the itinerary and blew a gasket!  NO, YOU’RE not going to San Francisco!  There must be somewhere else.  I’ll shorten the rant.  When she hung up, to prove her wrong, I googled for an hour, and FINALLY I found Merrell Foot Lab in Vernal, Utah a good 90-minutes shorter drive and no ferries nor Covid passports to deal with.

I looked on the website for Merrell and saw Randy’s photo and bio.  I get downloads from photos and the download I received blew my mind.  A MEDICAL INTUITIVE?  A NATURAL HEALER?  AN ADEPT?  NO WAY?  Really?  And I can drive?

I called and Preston Barker, Randy’s apprentice at the time, answered.  A kinder voice could not have answered.  He immediately said I could see him on July 19 – same date but instead of 3:00 p.m. Pacific Time when I was supposed to be at the Davis clinic, I had to be in Vernal at 9:00 a.m. Mountain Daylight Savings Time.  I leapt at the chance and drafted a drastically different itinerary, booked two nights at the Dinosaur Inn, and started packing up all of my footwear to see if any of it was modifiable.

When I got to Vernal, on the 18th, I learned that Preston had decided not to pursue a career in boot making and I’d get to see Randy, himself!  And that is how I shook hands the next day with a man whose touch took all the pain out of my right wrist where in March 2021 I had injections for Game Keeper’s Thumb (https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK499971/).  Randy does not consciously do this.  He is one of those exceedingly rare humans whose very touch can heal SOME ailments.  I can take away pain for short periods of time but not by touching someone.  This is different.  It’s not “energy medicine”.  It’s “healing touch” and it’s rare.  From all of my research it requires a person to be so humble as to be almost invisible.  The person must also be a “servant of God”.  Many will claim this ability and if they do, they are fake as plastic pearls.  Despite the belief and conviction that divine light resides in every sentient being, that light is so dim as to be invisible.  If you ever meet a soul that shines, you will know it instantly.  Or you should.  I’ll skip my rant on that.

Now for Randy’s story.  It’s incredible.  It’s sad and pain and suffering and great heartache seem to be a catalyst for healing ability to emerge.

Randy’s father, Ivan A. Merrell (1922-1982) owned Jiffy Pawn Shop where I sold the Notorious Doc’s rings oddly enough.  He also raised Arabian horses for 27 years on 40 acres.  (The Notorious Doc told one of his patients that he raised Arabians – we didn’t even own a pony!)  Life’s strange sometimes.    The poor man died from injuries sustained in an accident.  Randy’s father was hypercritical of the young man, but Randy still worshipped him, so losing his dad in 1982 was rough. 

Worst was yet to come.  Randy’s own wife, LouAnn, and grandson, Jackson Standefer, would die in a freak accident in the Grand Canyon in 2017.  Great loss is often associated with kind hearts.  It seems to cement one’s relationship with the Divine. 

LouAnn’s grave:

LouAnn’s memorial page:

International News about the Accident in the Grand Canyon:

Before the tragedies, Randy was already a remarkable individual.  Thomas Curwen, a staff writer for the Los Angeles Times, sought out Randy in 2019 suffering from several foot problems that dwarf mine.  He DID have to have shoes made.  Randy said I can get away with the extra extra super extra wide deep toe boots I found from Mt Emy and save the $7,000 – $8,000 that he charges for custom-made.  Curwen, I trust, felt the investment was life saving and if I really needed them, I would too.

Curwen wrote that when Randy was a teenager he had to go into town each month to get his father’s shoes repaired because Ivan had a clubfoot.  Back then and now and amongst many cultures, a birth defect was a sign of a sin – ancestral or parental.  Ivan, was conceived before his parents were married and in 1922 that was a badge of shame.  My father’s mother’s mother had a clubfoot and she was ostracized for it her whole life.  I was mocked and shamed for having tiny feet because I could never find shoes so I was forced to wear boy’s boots.  Kinda kills any chance of looking sexy when you walk.  All of the rock stars and fashion models make spike heels ingrain in men’s heads that a woman should have a certain stride.  Me, I was told, had a distinctive stomp. 

And it was a pair of shoes that Randy saw in a window in Salt Lake City that changed his life.  It was a $67 pair of Tony Lamas — “brown-lizard wingtips, pointed toes, buck stitching, burgundy uppers and one-and-quarter-inch heels”.  Ivan Merrell refused to buy them and made his son earn the $67.  I bring up the Notorious Doc again because when he died he had over 40 pairs of shoes – most were Louis Vuitton and Tom Ford but some were imported Italian designs.  Harry Leo Duran ran out of money before he could rival Imelda Marcos. 

https://www.vice.com/en/article/59n8ab/what-ever-happened-imelda-marcos-3000-pairs-shoes-philippines

https://www.thenationalnews.com/world/asia/2022/05/11/who-is-imelda-marcos-and-why-are-her-shoes-famous/

Los Angeles Times

Los Angeles Times:  10/19/2019

Randy’s family are members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.  Most young men spend time as missionaries and Randy was sent to Brazil.  It was there that he met Pedro Barrato who made shoes by hand. It was also in Sao Paolo, where Randy discovered that he could never live in a city – I will explain later.  When the mission ended Randy went to Boston to attend the Lynn Independent Industrial Shoemaking School where he learned pattern making and machine maintenance. 

Randy told me that we forget today just how awful polio affected children.  There were shoemakers/cobblers everywhere before the United States mandated everyone get injected with the inactivated polio vaccine (IPV) in the upper arm.  It left a scar and I remember it hurt as well.  By the mid-sixties we all lined up in our respective town centers – I remember standing at the train station wrapped around the horseshoe parking lot, and were given liquid drops on the tongue with sugar.  My parents were ahead of me.  It took several days for everyone to get the vaccine.  It worked.  Allegedly.  Polio was said to be eradicated – it’s re-emerged – and shoemakers, Randy said, all decided pretty much to retire.  He said most were a cranky orney lot. 

My friend, Christy might remember because she grew up in Rahway, New Jersey.  My mom used to take me to a cobbler in Rahway to get shoes.  Sample shoes back then – the ones in the windows in storefronts, were all tiny.  They weren’t meant to be sold except to the rare few with tiny feet.  Randy asked me if I could have any footwear what would I want.  The shell pink pair with white heels that I wore in 6th grade.  I wore them much longer but I distinctly remember walking home one day with older kids behind me remarking about my legs and shoes.  For a brief moment in time, I had that WALK apparently.  I was able to wear a nice pair of shoes in 1979 but only for a brief time.  Then never again.

Randy could not make those for me and at my age I think they would look ridiculous but he did ask.  I settle for him modifying the Mt Emey boots.

After leaving Boston, Randy settled in Vernal but he told me he would travel all over the country to study or to “shadow” an expert.  Yes, he had spent time at the Davis clinic in San Francisco.  He spent time in Grand Junction, Colorado with a German immigrant who is the one who taught him how to make the cast for an orthotic by examining gait, posture, and anatomy.  Instead of stepping and out of the mold, the “German” showed Randy how to have the patient sit and the pedorthist correct the ankle and foot and push into the mold.

But it would take years before Randy would decide to make orthotics.  He just wanted to be the best boot maker ever and that is what he did.  Randy “began developing hiking boots better suited for the American terrain. In 1981 he wrote a seven-page article on selection and fit that found its way to two men in Vermont who wanted to back Merrell Boots. Within two years it was a multimillion dollar enterprise. At one time, Backpacker Magazine named the boots “the most comfortable and functional boots in North America.”

When I started calling my friends to say I met THE MERRELL of Merrell Boots, each one gasped. 

Randy’s family takes priority and the company started eating into his time with his wife and sons so he sold the company and started Merrell Foot Labs.

“Rather than using digital scanning technology common today, Randy uses a foam box to capture an impression”.   The podiatrist I saw in Elko used one of these foam boxes.  I remember a different way the podiatrists made casts in the past but it’s a dim memory.  By pressing the foot by hand Randy is able to capture the foot “walking” so to speak the way God intended not the step in and step out which does nothing more than capture the deformity.  The orthotics I’ve worn since 1979 were nothing more than expensive pillow inserts.  They did nothing to fix the fact that my left leg is shorter than my right which only one doctor I think ever noticed.  My gait was all screwed up causing back and hip and thigh pain.  Not to mention foot pain.

Randy said that the German taught him that if you fix the gait, you can even fix trigeminal neuralgia – aka jaw pain because the nerves run up the side and into the jaw.  Headaches, etc.  Although pedorthists aren’t “into” reflexology – the two do seem to compliment one another. Fred Coen in New Mexico has done just that.

When I left the Dinosaur Inn, I had my IPHONE plugged into the late Notorious Doc’s 2019 Ranger so I could listen to the Google Maps voice guide me out of town to a winding road that I knew next time I would have to film using a Go Pro.  It was a magical drive.  At a bend I spied a rock welcome sign and gates.  I paused to take a photo.  Then I drove down a step curve and arrived at your standard medical looking plaza parking lot with handicap signs and two buildings built into the earth.

I just made my second trip.  The first was a 3 hour evaluation and Randy made the casts.  Last week I returned for the fitting and modifications.  In two weeks, I need to have Dr. Draper film me walking so they can have a Zoom or Facetime consultation on what modifications are needed if any.  I’ll probably be asked how many pounds or ounces I have lost.  The orthotics are made for one’s current weight and height.  Any change in anatomy and you need new ones.  I never knew that.  EVER.

When I return in October for a follow up after I lose weight, I got permission to film the 25-acre paradise nestled at the base of a very barren mesa.  I had never been in a quonset hut that I can recall and certainly not one covered by concrete, rebar and 3 feet of earth and grass!  There were steps down into the lab which extended many feet further.  The lab was state of the art with exam rooms and a lovely waiting area.  Steps led to upstairs where Randy’s new bride works.  I didn’t get to go up there.  I was lucky I was able to hobble down the steps to get in. 

https://www.linkedin.com/in/fred-coen-78899628

https://www.pedorthics.org/page/WhatIsCredPed

https://merrellfoo.com/themerrellstory.html

**  Thinking I was going to San Francisco I wanted to visit the shrine to John (Maximovitch), Archbishop of Shanghai and San Francisco (1896-1966).  St. John was referred to as the WONDERWORKER.  There are vials of holy oil you can send for.  I had written to the church and asked if I could have a tour?  No, but I was told they were sending me three bottles of the oil for FREE!

When the oil arrived I was so desperate, I mixed it with chamomile oil and put it on the blood blister.  I watched a video of St. John and prayed and cried my heart out.  I couldn’t tolerate the pain another day.  I put hematite on my foot.  I prayed.  Three days later the blister was healed enough that I could debride it.  I had not returned.  BUT what Randy did was take the pain out of BOTH feet that I live with all the time!

I have a lot more amazing things to say but I will wait until I go back. There is such a thing as information overload and I don’t want to spoil the suspense. Suffice it to say, you will be happy to read more. I promise.

Benebell Wen – Tarot Blog Rivals most out there

Yesterday, July 25, 2022, I discovered Benebell Wen (more credentials than I can list but corporate attorney and occultist are not combinations one often sees, right?). Her blog is jaw dropping. Her videos are mind blowing and she uses expletives as freely as I do! A kindred spirit!

I thought Dusty White‘s research into tarot was outstanding and still do. I’m equally in awe of the work by Robert M. Place (Alchemical Tarot) but Benebell’s work – OMG, outlier in the world of geniuses. She self-published this amazing deck. Wish I had found her sooner.

The deck apparently sold out immediately. You can find a copy for $400 if you’re crazy enough not to wait for a second printing at Mercari. I suggest, assuming you’re interested in tarot, that you start here and read everything Benebell has written.

She’s prolific. And it’s worth every minute of your time. I’m going to be writing about decks but not like this. In fact, I’m going to have to figure out how I can compare my collection of divination tools so my posts do not pale in comparison. When you find someone who can write and present kick ass presentations, it raises the bar considerably. I once read a lot of doctoral dissertations just for the helluva it so when it was my turn, mine would be on par or better. Benebell’s blog is like that. A homework assignment to challenge the little grey cells!

Neptune’s Dolphins – A shout out to a GREAT writer

Miami Magus has a blog that just blows me away. Today he posted a link to a blog that is so good, I’m sharing it on Facebook and here and in emails to those who shun social media! Both blogs are very, very well written.

Adventures of A Mage In Miami

A blog dedicated to the weird little adventures of a Cuban Magician living in Miami, Florida as well as my work doing consultations.

The blog Miami Magus recommended is by Virginia Carper, a Roman Polytheist. She wrote about her brain injury in ADF’s Oak LeavesWalking the Worlds and Witches and Pagans magazine. Her animal communication blog is not active because of her accident.

BUT her Neptune’s Dolphins blog is active and it’s so well written and researched that it deserves to go viral. My blog does too but I’m biased. So if you love great writing, click on the screen shot and have a great day!

A Librarian, Hermes, Caduceus, and the Rod of Asclepius: How Biomedicine was Corrupted

In video III about the Notorious Doc you will see a tattoo on the back of the infamous double boarded Vegas physician. If you did not get the JOKE I inserted, try watching the clip below. In the TV series “The Librarians” the running joke is how Flynn Carsen can get past the “programming” instilled in most people by saying “I AM THE LIBRARIAN”. Flynn discloses in “And the Curse of Cindy”, that he uses magic when uttering the words.

Panoply – a complete or impressive collection of things.

When I was working on my doctoral dissertation on the impact of non-Western medicine on biomedical model, everyone at the time (1993-1995) was confidant that allopathic medicine, aka MODERN medicine, was based on SOUND science and was the be all to end all.

Fast forward to 2022. Allegedly post pandemic. Allegedly post lock downs due to COVID-19, which many of us knew was a bioweapon when it was first announced on the news. Many of us didn’t buy the bat soup theory, although the Notorious Doc did. Many of us did not go around fearing pangolins, although the Notorious Doc used to call me up each day and make a gagging sound as he uttered the word “pangolin”. And many of us took the time to read what Pfizer had posted and then erased about how the “clinical trials” were conductedthe Notorious Doc did not UNTIL AFTER he got injected with one dose. He NEVER got the “recommended” second.

The story is unraveling and slowly, with a lot of prayers and luck, MAYBE the world will wake up. A good start is with this INCREDIBLE article that I NEVER thought I’d see in print!

Or this article!

The article by Greek physicians George Katsaras, MD, MSc, PhDc et al, is very impressive. It includes a description of Ningishzida, liaison between the ruler and Ishtar, Metrseger, a Theban cobra-goddess, Apollo and Hermes, Diktynna, the Minoan ‘‘Great Goddess’’, and the Hebrew tales of Lilith.

“The Caduceus gradually became the symbol of alchemy and pharmacy. This association dates back to the 2nd century CE or even earlier, from reports found in the Hermetica texts, mentioning the great influence that the planet Mercury (Hermes) has on Earth”.

Now let’s take a close look at Hermes. The most impressive statue of him is found in the Museo Chiaramonti inside the Vatican. The late Harry and I walked through this hall. A fabulous virtual tour is online but, as FATE would have it, panel 13 is just out of view. It jumps forward but you can’t inch along. There is a video but it also does not provide a full length view. Fortunately, I found this one on Facebook and there are links below to everything you ever wanted to know about Hermes.

Yes, Hermes stole cattle from Apollo but everything was smoothed out and they ended up exchanging “gifts” – Hermes gave Apollo a lyre and Apollo gave Hermes a herd of cattle to start a business.

http://mediationblog.kluwerarbitration.com/2015/07/22/hermes-and-apollo-dispute-when-the-gods-arbitrate-and-negotiate/

Think about it though. Hermes, despite being Apollo’s half brother, is a god of COMMERCE and Trickery – please do NOT confuse him with Loki. In order to “practice” any of the fields of medicine – physician, nurse, pharmacist, dentist, radiologist, etc., you need MALPRACTICE insurance. And insurance policies include an arbitration and mediation clause.

Hermes escorts the dead to the underworld. In some of the medical journal articles, I found passages almost bragging about how doctors often are called on to “practice”  palliative care. How many hospice nurses have asked to give a dying patient morphine to ease pain knowing full well it hastens death (which now they’re saying isn’t true but it was used in many of the nursing homes I had the misfortune to have to spend a lot of time in, and with my late Aunt Dot and it works very rapidly).

Symbols have great power and are used throughout the world in magick. Has the use of the caduceus branded allopathic medicine and bound its practitioners to Hermes? I think so. Natural healers, at least the ones I’ve been able to meet or study shun symbols, advertising, and charging money. Music and sound therapists do charge but that’s a bit different. I will write about Apollo and HEALING in another post. For now think about just what is the HEALTH CARE INDUSTRY all about!

http://www.davidmacchi.com/tourguide/Museo_Chiaramonti_files/Media/15102007619/15102007619.jpg?disposition=download

https://www.theoi.com/Olympios/HermesGod.html

http://www.hellenicaworld.com/Greece/Mythology/en/HermesChiaramonti.html

And one more hilarious Librarian characters from the movie THE MUMMY!

Prayers are Answered when the Planets Align and God says – hey WAIT FOR IT – Let me handle it

I don’t pray to Yahweh aka the Elohim aka Jehovah per se. I was raised Methodist so I call on GOD out of ingrained habit. Instead I do pray to Shri Ganesha and Shri Hanuman and Lord Shiva and Apollo. I’m polytheistic VERY polytheistic. I know that will offend those raised in a Judeo-Christian or Muslim tradition but I have been polytheistic since around 2nd grade. I was a strange little kid and am no longer bashful about “coming” out of the spiritual closet.

Last May 4, 2021, Harry Leo Duran submitted a formal letter of resignation to the University Medical Center in Las Vegas effective IMMEDIATELY! Harry claimed that a physician and a nurse had refused to treat a homeless patient. It was the last straw. UMC had already written him up for being late, despite working through the height of the lockdowns and COVID testing etc. No one cared that he stayed until midnight making sure patient records were done correctly. He was 5, 10, or 15 minutes late and that was against corporate policy. Dr. Duran was a flaming anus but his complaints about how physicians are treated were justified as we now see as doctors are being fired for refusing the MRNA “vaccine” and for speaking out about injuries, etc.

Meanwhile, in May 2021, after having our rental property sitting empty because the Governor of Nevada had decreed that a realtor could not list nor show a property with tenants, we got an offer. It fell through and then the second offer fell through. I panicked and rented it. Friday I filed the paperwork with the White Pine County Justice Court to evict them and apparently Saturday they did move out.

Last May 2021, the fellow I JUST hired was not working as a contractor yet. There was no one in all of White Pine County who could address POSSIBLE issues in the basement noted by the home inspector. Harry, unbeknownst to me at the time, was DEAD broke and his 4 of his credit cards were maxed out, and the other one was delinquent. I did NOT know that last May!

Last May 4, I had not yet met Ryan. Last May 4, I just wanted the house rented so I could pay the mortgage and utilities. This May 2022, I began to fear that the tenants were lying to me. June 1st there was no rent deposit nor were the utilities paid. I submitted the book proposal Never Die with Your Pants Around Your Ankles: The Death of Vegas’s Notorious Doc A Prescription for Hell to Hay House for the June 5, 2022 deadline and had hoped to take a short trip to the Oregon Coast and walk along the beach and maybe get my feet wet in the Pacific Ocean – I understand the water is freezing cold most of the year, but I wanted to at least TRY to walk in the water.

Instead, I drove to Ely and met with the tenants and made up my mind on the spot I needed to sell it. They had trashed it and the yard. There were insects crawling all over the back door. I called Apex Pest Control and Jess showed up on June 14 and sprayed inside and out. He recommended a fellow also named Jess to do any repairs or remodeling.

Last year the housing market in Ely was dragging along. This year it’s a booming seller’s market with prices for a two bedroom selling for $30,000-$45,000 MORE than last year. Last year I did not have the cash to bring the basement up to code. I just hired Jess an hour ago and the work begins TODAY!

GOD – aka the Creator (Shri Krishna states in the Bhagavad Gita he doesn’t care what you call him. “God” works if that’s all you can blurt out) took INCREDIBLE pity on me. It would not be until Tuesday, November 16 at 6:30 p.m. that I unlocked the first cell phone and then the second and started contacting everyone. It was around 6:45 p.m. or so that I started scrolling up through
messages and seeing Harry performing sex acts at orgies.

It wasn’t until February 18, that the house he used as an office was sold so i no longer was facing bankruptcy. It wasn’t until April 13, that his condo was sold. And it wasn’t until today that I had the peace of mind to hire a contractor to do whatever it takes so Desert Mountain Realty can list the house for top dollar and sell it as quickly as Bonnie Bawcom sold the Charlwood Lane house (3 days).

Harry used to quote the scene in the 1997 movie Kundun over and over “Lhamo, I get you a better one”.  Harry would almost chant it like a mantra, often dancing around the house when some job he had applied for fell through but a better offer was soon on the table.

Joshua P. Warren in his podcasts talks about people who are masters at manifesting abundance. One of his loyal listeners said he now asks for “X or BETTER”. Yasmin Boland recommends asking for the good of all or none at all.

Me I ask for the Universe to Reveal Itself, preferably within a timeframe where I can benefit and help others in the hopes my prayer is answered in a way that it brings good fortune to me and through me to others.

You’ll have to take my word for it that Ryan and I have helped several people and animals in the past year and GOD WILLING will continue to do so.

Because God often will GET YOU A BETTER ONE than what you asked for! THANK YOU SHRI GANESHA and MATA LAXMI and everyone that I called on! Help us rescue the abandoned dogs near Angel Lake! Keep us safe and healthy and May THY WILL BE DONE!